-I'm content with my life.
Now that I look at my life for what it'd become, for all the amazing people filling my thoughts and heart, I can't believe I lost one year dwelling on the thought of you. I'm doing so much better right now. A smile creeps its way to my face every time I remember one of the numerous hangouts with friends, the numerous places I discovered lately. I became friends with the most random people. I'm not scared of attachments anymore, and I live better with the thought that life is actually pretty easy with a change of perspective. I wish I'd realized that sooner, and I made more amazing memories with these amazing people. I hope I'll see them a lot and distance won't change a lot of things in the last friendships I built with them.
I really can't believe I literally mourned your loss, the loss of a person that could do that step and come back so easily, but didn't choose me. You didn't deserve all the importance I gave you. I'm just glad I finally understood that and I can say that I lived a little before graduating. And I hope that with this new freedom of age I've acquired, I'll make much more amazing memories with unique people and fill my life with the people I decide are worthy of my friendship. I'm finally expressing pure content on paper.
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Roses And Thorns (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)
PoetryHaven't we all felt lonely, Haven't we all dealt with heartbreak? This is life, after all. It's meant to break you, so you can find yourself. ⭐ #1 in poet (10th may 2018) ⭐ Started posting on 29th April 2017. This book is under HEAVY editing, and wi...
