He was born to be my husband

Chapter 16

"I didn't want to come into this world at all, my birth was a mistake."

Shan Liang poured a sip of beer into his mouth, squinted slightly, and let the spiciness of the liquor rippl in his stomach.

"I was left at the door of the orphanage by my own biological mother when I was more than a year old," Shan Liang looked at the prosperous lights of ten thousand homes in the distance, "Even my biological parents don't want me, who cares about me?"

Gu Jiarui listened to it with a sour heart, and couldn't help but move the small chair to sit next to Shan Liang.

"I lived in an orphanage for a long time, and whenever I went out and saw the children who were being held in the arms of my parents, I wondered, am I a failure? Why do other children have someone to hurt and someone to love, and I can only watch with my eyes open? Since my birth is not expected by anyone, then why give birth to me?

He poured it into his mouth again, and his eyes returned to coldness: "I am like garbage with nowhere to put it, discarded at random, dead or alive, no one cares."

Gu Jiarui fiercely grabbed the single beam: "Why do you look down on yourself so much?" I'm expecting you, in the last ten years, I really can't do without you, huh? 

The autumn breeze is cool and the moon is rare.

Shan Liang couldn't help but drill to Gu Jiarui's side.

"After I was thrown into the orphanage, to be honest, I became an inferiority and sensitive person," Shan Liang leaned on Gu Jiarui's side, feeling his warmth, "I study hard and don't want to be surpassed, just because I want others to see me, no longer treat me as useless garbage, can be discarded at will; When you play well with other boys and girls, I wonder, will one day, the relationship between the two of us will slowly fade, and eventually lose contact completely?

Gu Jiarui's heart tightened, and he reached out and touched Shan Liang's head: "What do you think, what is the relationship between the two, can others compare!" 

Shan Liang drank a little drunk, so he didn't take everything to heart as usual, but expressed it more boldly. He rested his head on Gu Jiarui's strong chest, and his eyes narrowed: "Can you guarantee it?"

"I look at you, I'm really confused," Gu Jiarui chuckled, "We haven't been separated for ten years, what are you worried about?"

 Shan Liang put aside the half can of beer in his hand: "Take advantage of the wine, I will say it directly." You are not allowed to dislike me or snub me.

"Of course not," Gu Jiarui raised his eyebrows, "You just put your mind back in your stomach, we both sleep in the same bed, right?" Shan

Liang's eyelashes fluttered slightly: "Then what if... What if..."

"What if?"

"If someone else... Misunderstanding, we are a couple? Shan Liang gritted his teeth and asked bluntly.

"Misunderstanding, let them misunderstand," Gu Jiarui shrugged and grinned, "I'm hello to you, I have a fart relationship with them." Anyway, we are innocent, and others are not afraid to say it."

Innocent?

Who wants to be innocent with you!

I want to be confused with you, mix into a lump of plasticine that is indistinguishable from each other, become you have me, I have you, make up for my shortcomings with your strengths, and then the rain and cold do not wait for the chrysanthemums to urge a river of spring water to flow east.

Who is rare and innocent!

But these words, Shan Liang can't say.

He could only hold back the emotion in his eyes, poured on Gu Jiarui with the smell of wine, and rested his head on his neck and shoulders.

Then, slightly cold lips brushed Gu Jiarui's fiery neck.

Gu Jiarui sighed: "Go back to sleep, Ming'er is still in class." Shan Liang nodded silently.

The two returned to the cabin, washed up, lay down on the bed, and got into the same bed.

As soon as Shan Liang lay down, he felt Gu Jiarui behind him pounce like a big wolf dog and hold him in his arms.

"What are you doing?" Shan Liang frowned.

"Sleep," Gu Jiarui didn't feel embarrassed or unnatural at all, but his attitude was extremely natural, "What's wrong?" 

Shan Liang pretended to struggle for a while: "Why do you want to hold me like this when you sleep?"

"What for?" Gu Jiarui was dissatisfied and stepped forward, "Laozi has held you since he was a child, but now his wings are hard, and he won't even let me hug him?"

"Hey," Shan Liang frowned, and he met his eyes in the air, and he weakened first, "Forget it, you can do whatever you like, I'm going to sleep."

Gu Jiarui was satisfied at this time, comfortable, with a hissing arc at the corner of his mouth, waiting to sink into the dream.

Shan Liang opened his eyes and rolled his Adam's apple.

He knew that Gu Jiarui was comforting him.

Whenever he is in a bad mood, Gu Jiarui is always sensitive to it, and then he will come to his side and use hooking up or hugging to let him know that someone still cares about him, so as to comfort him and dissolve his negative emotions.

Shan Liang sighed softly, thinking in his heart, Shan Liang, you are so despicable, using your pitiful life to win this person's pity, to get his double care, to let him take the initiative to pester you.

But...... He gritted his teeth and looked at the dark corner of the room, he just wanted to get some more care from Gu Jiarui, a little more, or better.