-Lucy pov-
"150 is you're weight kiddo" I step off the scale and look at it "It's good to see you've gained some weight!"
I just nod as the numbers reset to zero. Mom wanted to get a scale for the house and I've been wandering about everything. I haven't been keeping up on exercise so my caboosey weight is coming back. My cheeks are already starting to puff.
"You ok?" I look at Shelby who looks concerned "It's alright to have weight on you Lucy"
"Don't call me that" I inwardly cringe at the coldness in my voice as I turn toward the office door "It's Quinn"
I go to the bedroom then find my most hot and adult looking outfit. I'm almost on autopilot right now. I really don't care though. I've let my guard down and now look at where I am! I'm at 1-fucking-50!
"Lu...Quinn?" I look at the doorway to see Madison there looking worried "You coming down for changing?"
"No" I walk to the door and get ready to close it "I'm fine"
I close the door and look at the clothes I've grabbed out. It's nothing they'd say no to me wearing so I'll be fine. I take a deep breath and think about this. I could be throwing everything away doin this. I love our lifestyle and our family....but I loved having good attention too.
I shake my head and make my mind up. The pants slide off and I grab the panties. I'm going normal today. I'm going a HBIC today. Sorry to the losers that gets in my way today.
I change quickly into my clothes and head downstairs. I get looks from everyone but nothing is said. We all load up and head to school. I feel the random glances from everyone but I don't care.
When we get there I see Jasmine waiting for us. This is it...this is the first one. I take a deep breath as I feel Santana's eyes on me. I look back at her and I see the look in her eyes. She knows what I'm about to do.
I beat her out of the car and Jasmine sees me. She starts running toward me and I switch modes in my head. It's better this way right? If I'm still able to be feared I can't still be good...why am I about to do this?
"Lucy!" She runs at me with a bug smile on her face and arms out. There's no going back if I do this "Give me a hug! I'm actually trying for once!"
"Why would I wanna hug you?" Immediately her smile is gone and her arms go down "Why don't you go find the special teach Mrs. Osmond? I hear you'd fit right in little ausi"
"W-why would you say that?" I feel guilt immediately when the tears spring to her eyes "What did I do? C-can I fix it? I-I-I wanna be friends!"
"Why would I wanna be friends with you?" I step closer and give her a icy glare "I wish you'd just disappear"
Before I know it I'm on the ground. I only feel one fist connect before I'm let go of. I look up to see Pamela being held back by the moms. I look over to my right and see Jasmine bawling. I look to my left to see my girlfriends confused and holding onto each other.
Why did I do this? Cause I'm insecure? Cause I've gained some weight that was good for me? Cause I actually have people who fully care now? What am I doing?
Before anyone can say anything I'm quickly running inside. Got to avoid everyone and everything. Luckily that's easy to do in Carmel High. It can be a maze sometimes and I've learned where to hide.
Now I just have to hide the whole day.
-Time skip-
My hiding plan has worked for half of this day. I got lunch without being seen and I've not had a accident. I'm at my locker when I feel someone next to me. I look and see Rachel looking up at me. She looks like she's trying to figure something out.
"What do you want four eyes?" The hurt that goes across Rachel's face is very evident "Out with it please!"
"I just wanted to know if you wanted to Uh" She starts nervously playing with her hands and looks at the ground "Maybe hang out in the auditorium and talk about everything?"
"Why would I wanna talk with you in there?" She looks up at me confused and with tears in her eyes. Just stop now Lucy! Please! "I have much better things to do"
That wasn't a lie..I have a important test "I see" Rachel takes a step back "I..I will see you in glee then"
With that she quickly runs away from my locker. I watch her go and sigh. This has gone too far. I just wanted stability back because of the weight gain. Now I've hurt Jasmine and one of my girlfriends...is she still my girlfriend?
I sigh and shake my head. I have to get to that test. I grab my books and penciled before closing the locker. I head to class and see Brittany wheeling in. Don't do anything stupid here. You can still salvage the day. You got this Lucy.
"He~"
"Don't" Brittany glares at me and stops her chair "I wish Pamela would've hit you harder with a few more swings"
I feel my heart shatter at that but I deserve it. I sigh and walk into the class to my seat. Attendance is called and I look to my left. Usually Brittany sits there. I look around the room and see her next to the door.
I look at my desk with a frown. There's 2/3 and at me. Maybe I'll have one girlfriend by the end of the day...who am I kidding? Santana would leave me for them after today. I get taken out of my thoughts with my test.
I can barely focus on it and I barely answer any questions as time ticks by. I finally start to focus some when a urge hits me. I really have to go pee! I raise my hand and the teacher barely looks up.
"Yes?" He looks up at me and points "Miss Fabray?"
"Can I go to the bathroom?" I bounce my leg under the desk to keep my mind partially off it "I really need to go"
"After you turn in your test" He looks at me pointedly "Have should finished it?"
I shake my head no and he shrugs. I sigh and try to focus on my test but it is still working. My leg is bouncing more and more but that isn't working either. Then my resolve breaks.
"TEACHER!" I feel tears spring to my eyes as the girl to my right jumps form her seat "Lucy peed!"
The teacher gives me a confused look. I forgot the teachers all know about our lifestyle. He probably thought I had something on underneath. I knew I should've made some extra trips to the bathroom.
"Break on the test" He stands up and motions every to the door "Get out and we will take the test tomorrow"
I break down crying in my seat. It doesn't help one of the first people to leave is Brittany. She didn't even look back to help me. I fucked up everything! I'm the real loser in this school!
-Judy pov-
We are all in Shelbys office talking when Mr. Morris comes running he. He tries talking but it's in breaks. He holds a finger up as he catches his breath. He stands up straight and looks at me.
"Lucy peed her pants in class" We all quickly stand up after that "I figured she had something on so I didn't let her leave for the bathroom! No one else was allowed during the test!"
"It's not your fault" I sigh and look at the girls "Come on let's go get her"
"I'll get a change of clothes" Madison pulls out her office key "I'll be in here when you get back"
"We'll come to your office" I look at Mr. Morris "Is the class in there?"
"No" He steps out of the doorway "She was crying when I walked out...I didn't know how to make her feel better"
"We'll handle it" Shelby gives him a smile "Thank you for coming to us"
He nods and we run to his classroom. On the way there Maribel stops to help with Jasmine who's still having problems. Lucy really did her in. We also lose Shelby who goes to a crying Rachel. I'm sensing a pattern.
When we reach the room only one student is outside the room. It's a very pleased looking Brittany. She looks at us and moves out of the way. I look at her confused and she just shrugs before wheeling away. I shake my head and walk into the class room with Emma.
"Where is she?" Emma takes the left side while I stay right "Is she in a cabinet?"
"Lucy?" I hear faint crying and motion Emma over "Lucy it's momma and mom!"
I hear the crying in a cabinet that's in front of me. We both stand in front of it before I open it. Inside is a curled up, soaked, and crying Lucy. We bother get her out while she still bawls. I've never seen her so destroyed.
"YOU HEARTLESS BITCH!" I look at the door to see a angry Santana walking in "You fucking hurt Rachel and Jasmine for what?! Because you could?! How fucking heartless can you be?!"
A whole new waves of sobs fall out "I know!" Lucy sobs into her hands as I see Santana face morph into sadness and worry "I-I gained weight a-and wanted to be something! Quinn was something!"
"Lucy was something" Santana sighs and shakes her head "You need to decided who you're gonna be...Lucy is welcome in our relationship but that side and hatred from Quinn..that doesn't work anymore"
Santana leaves and Lucy starts bawling again. I sigh and rubs circles on her back. I look up at Emma and she nods. We really need to figure out what's going on fully.
-Time skip-
After a few try's we got Lucy out of the room and changed. She's currently in a onesie and diaper. We have her on the ground while the girls are in the room upset. Lucy has gone super into her head and I don't know how to get her out.
"Luce" She looks up at me and smiles "We need you to be a big girl! We need to figure stuff out"
"O!" She frowns quickly and hugs the you she was playing with close to herself "I o ana e ig!"
"No you just wanna hurt me!" Tears form in Rachel's eyes "You know it hurt way more when you dejected me in the hallway today! You hurt me!"
"You hurt me too" Jasmine looks at the ground and rubs her hands nervously "I thought we were friends...then you made fun of my autism"
"150" We all look at Lucy confused "I weigh 150....I have never been that much or more since caboosey...I snapped and when I saw the numbers I reverted back to what I knew best"
"What you know best to cover Lucy hurt people you care about!" Brittany glares at Lucy and Lucy looks away "You hurt Rachel and to be honest....I'm not sure I wanna be with you right now"
"I wouldn't wanna be with me either" Lucy sighs and looks at the ground "I've been a bad girlfriend and friend today just because I got insecure....if you all wanna leave me I understand"
"I said I'm not sure not I'm going to" Brittany sighs and wheels to Lucy "You have to talk to us when you feel like this! If you don't things like this happen!"
"I know" Lucy looks up at her with tears in her eyes "I'm so sorry"
Brittany holds her arms out and Lucy jumps into them. Rachel looks at Lucy and slowly joins into the hug. Santana is the last of their relationship to join in. It lasts a few minutes and then they break a part.
"I can't forgive you that quickly" Lucy looks at her sadly but nods "My autism is not something taken lightly by me especially when I'm being made fun of...I don't let many people in and you hurt me"
"I know and I'm truly sorry" Lucy walks to Jasmine and stops a foot away "I'll be here when you wanna be friends again"
"Thank you" Jasmine looks at me "I still wanna go to New York though"
"There was never a plan without kiddo" I look at the clock then the kids "How about we get you all released early and call of glee?"
Everyone agrees and we get them signed out. Lucy is silent as she goes to the car. The rest of this week may be hard on her. I hope she talks with us or at least me if it gets too much. I remember the Lucy years.
I hope she never goes that dark again.