Song: Meg Myers - after you.
Imagine; Bucky turns all Winter Soldier on you.
Just so you know, you know the Russian language in this and everything in bold, is Russian.
Wow what a surprise....
smut...
Again...
Warning: its kinda..idk it starts of as..well...kind of rape.. so...uhm...
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This had to be one of the worst days in Bucky's life, he's convinced that it was a day just to make him lose his mind.
First he overslept, getting a good scolding from Steve for it, then Tony wouldn't stop commenting weird and dirty things. Now normally that wouldn't bother him, but somehow today it did.
Then the mission went south, it took a couple more hours than planned, making you wait for him even longer than he told you.
Then the cherry on top was the long debriefing after, finding you asleep in the large bed. The whole house dark. The table was still set with plates and the food, which is cold now. He totally forgot that it was your anniversary too. He forgot that you've been together for four years exactly. You shouldn't be mad at him over this but you are, because this has been happening every year, you try to plan something nice and he is late.
He walks over to the bathroom and flicks on the light, making sure the door is closed so he won't wake you. The last thing he wants to do is make you even angrier than you probably are already.
He looks at himself in the mirror. He looks at the small bruises on his face, at the little cuts and scratches. He sighs as he hangs his head.
He feels the Winter Soldier fighting to come out from the inside, he has been fighting all day, the more annoyed he gets, the more ground Winter covers inside of him. He's only one push away form it and he can tell.
So he decided to just go to sleep, wait until the morning to make it up to you with some breakfast, hoping that the Winter Soldier will just cool down again.
So he turns off the light and goes back into the bedroom to find your back turned to his side.
He slides under the covers and out of habit he wraps an arm around you, which he doesn't even register until you push it away with a huff.
This sets him off, the Winter Soldier now has a window to crawl out of and take over his body, even if it's just for a moment.
You don't know it, you don't know that whoever is lying next to you right now isn't the same Bucky that stepped in the bed tonight. So when he suddenly and quite harshly grabs your upper arm, you yell at him. 'Ow let go!'
You put on the light by your side of the bed and the moment you turn back to look at him, you freeze.
His chest is heaving and his eyes don't hold that playful spark or any type of emotion anymore. It scares you, you never wanted to admit to Bucky that he sometimes scares you when he's on the verge of becoming the soldier, but he does. Just like now.
Your breath catches in your throat. 'Buck?' You ask with possibly the smallest voice you've ever used.
He doesn't respond, he just stares into your eyes with his cold and hard glare. your shaking hand reaches up to cup his jaw but he grabs it before you can.
You wince when he puts pressure on your wrist, placing it above your head before taking the other wrist and doing the same.
Your breathing increases, you've never been this scared in your life and you've had much to face as an avenger already.
'Stop whining.'
You expect him to hurt you, to wrap his metal hand around your throat and squeeze until your body stops moving, but he doesn't.
He traces his fingers down your body, over the shirt you stole from him, over the lace panties you have on, right before ripping the shirt off of you making you yelp out.
'Please don't...' you breathe trying to cover your now naked chest but failing because his grip on you is like iron.
'Stop resisting.'
His lips ghost over your neck before he leans down and sinks his teeth in the smooth skin on your collarbone.
Tears spill over your cheeks as he goes down on you. Kissing every inch, every dip and every curve.
He tears your panties away before latching his mouth on you, your fingers tangle in his hair to yank his head away, but then it starts to feel so good.
He hasnt been able to give you the attention you crave for a while, he also doesn't like to be rough with you, you've tried to talk to him about it but you just, don't want to pressure him into doing something he isn't entirely comfortable with, but now. You're really starting to love this, you're still mad at him, but let's just say he's doing a really good job.
Because before you even can give him a heads up, you're arching your back and let out an almost pornographic moan.
'That's right, you'll give me everything'
You try to catch your breath, that's about the strongest organs you've had in a while. Not that Bucky isn't a solid provider, but the thrill of him being so rough with you just made it so much more intense.
'Going to ruin you'
His body moves to cover yours, the head of his cock nudging your entrance tearing a moan from your throat.
'Do it'
This time it's you who huskily demands him. His head snaps up as his eyes locking onto yours as his pupils blow out of proportion. All he needs is just another push.
'Soldier.'
There it is. His trigger to slide in and make you scream his name over and over again until you don't have a voice anymore.
He doesn't give you the time to adjust to him, he has no control anymore, not even as the winter soldier. He starts a rapid pace. Animalistic as some may describe it.
Pounding into you with such force that it makes you scream just like he wants you to. Your eyes rolling back into your head. But it's not enough to pop your bubble.
'Faster...please go faster...'
You whine out for him.
'Shut up.'
He growls at you, and it's the single hottest thing you've ever heard.
He releases your hands, your arms immediately wrapping themselves around his torso, nails digging into his shoulders as he obeys your command.
You can feel him move inside of you, you're on the verge of that sweet and rather intense release, just a few more strokes and you're done for.
Bucky sees and feels how close you are, he wraps one arm around your waist and as he leans back he pulls you up with him. Going impossibly deeper.
'Come on Buck...'
Even when he's caught up in being the asset, you still have some control over him, it's one of your specialties to bring him back to his normal self. But you're too caught up in your own pleasure now.
'Fuck'
He grunts, clearly as close to his own orgasm as you are.
Your hands come up to his cheeks, tilting his head up as his fingers dig into your ass. He's leaving marks all over you, but you ain't complaining.
Suddenly his eyes change, a glimpse of recognition shoots through him. Your eyes go big just as his do to. Your hands moving over to his shoulders. You throw your head back when the second orgasm of the night washes over you. Your nails again digging into his skin.
He follows shortly with a shout of your name, your body sinking into his as you try to steady your breathing.
'Y/n...'
It's not this demanding and dominant voice anymore, it's Bucky's real voice.
It usually takes him a couple hours to turn back to English after an attack like this. But luckily you're just as fluent in multiple languages as he is.
'Bucky...'
You undig your nails out of him and place your hands on either side of his face again, rubbing your thumbs over his cheeks as his eyes seek yours.
'What happened?' His voice is worried, trembling, his body slowly starting to shake out of fear that he hurt you.
'Nothing happened...except for you making me feel amazing and making it up to me for being late on our anniversary...again...' you comfort him, the tone of your voice makes it easier for him to believe you.
'Did I hurt you?, I turned into him..god I hurt you didn't I?!' His fear takes over once again as he lays you down.
'Bucky no!, no you didn't hurt me...well okay at first you kind of scared me but it was amazing...' you want to reach out for his hand but he retracts it before you can.
'I scared you?, y/n why didn't you stop me?!' His hands fly into his hair, tugging it as he paces around the room.
'I don't know...at first I was scared but then it started to feel good and...you were late and... I know it's selfish but you finally gave me some attention...'
He stops pacing around, he just shakes his head.
'Do you have any idea how dangerous it was?, why didn't you call for help?'
'Buck...look at me...we've been together for four years...four..exactly four down to the minute...and okay I will admit that you sometimes scare me when he comes out...but baby listen to me when I say that I love you...and I trust you...and this was amazing'
'You really thought so?, I was really rough..'
'You're always so incredibly sweet when we make love, and thats enough for me I promise but, you being a little rougher..it felt amazing...' you slide out of the bed and gently take his flesh hand into yours.
'I love you' you wrap your arms around his neck with a small smile on your face.
'All of you..' you push yourself against him while he wraps his arm around your waist.
'I'm sorry I made you wait... that I made you feel neglected...and then everyone was out to get me today and I took that out on you...I forgot our anniversary...' he looks down.
'Its okay...you made up for it...and I shouldn't be mad at you... I mean... you're just caught up in work and the mission...I mean it's not your fault.. let's just forget that I was mad at you...and celebrate now that you're back..home I mean...' you tilt his chin up with your finger.
He smiles as you before leaning in and pressing a very loving kiss to your lips. One turns into two, two turn into what feels like a hundred as he lifts you in his arms.
'Although you you convinced me that you're not mad anymore, I still want to make you even less mad...'
'Well I am not objecting to that Mr. Barnes...'
'God I love you...' he chuckles as he gently lays you down on the bed again.
'Also you ripped my stolen shirt so I am going to steal a new one just so you know...'
'You can steal anything from me...you already do...so who am I to stop you..'
'Jerk..' you playfully slap his chest before he buries his face into your neck while you laugh.