Not A Simple Engineer Boy!

H' & Nine: Consequences (Part 2)

"At least I know that someone is not going to fuck me up emotionally. I know that he loves me, more than I would like to admit, and that gives me some semblance of stability.", she calmed herself before continuing, "The knowledge that my husband, my man is never going to be a dick to me brings some sort of peace to my mind."

"Satya, that is so selfish of you. What about him?"

Thrusting out her defiant chin she proclaimed, "I have been very explicit about it. I have conveyed to him that there is not going to be a single ounce of love from my side in this relationship and yet he agreed to it. He is an adult, it was his choice to make."

"This sounds so shitty.", Xavier wanted to cry in frustration. Everything sounded nothing but trash.

Satya leaned in, "I am alone, so fucking alone... Do you know how it feels to be a woman in the world of men, trying to succeed, seizing everything, and cutting her path out of assholes around? Do you know how it feels to have the responsibility of an adamant teenager who is nothing but rebellious? Do you know how it feels to carry the name 'Devinathan' on your shoulder and constantly be judged as the great Devinathan was nothing but a God to many?", she blinked her eyes, tears glazing over them, "Do you know how it feels to watch your first love die in front of you? Do you fucking know how painful the body feels after an abortion, how much time it takes to recover? No, Xavier, you know nothing!", pointing her index finger out to him she continued, "So, superglue seal your lips and put your judgment up your ass."

He raked his left hand through his hair, "Wow."

"Yes, wow.", Satya tilted back, sitting comfortably, posing like a queen, that she was.

"Satya, if you are this, then you have been nothing but a stranger to me. The Satya I know would never use someone like this."

She derisively laughed, "I'll do whatever I like, I never judged you when you went out and fell in love with a babe who's almost a decade younger than you.", sarcastically snorting she continued, "Did you see me bitching about your character, about how you might have fucked up your darling?"

"Don't you dare!", Xavier screamed, "Don't you dare to say a word against my love for Krithika!"

Clapping, she hissed, "Oh, yeah, that's how it hurts. So fucking shut up."

"Satya, you need to stop being destructive, I don't know what you even talk to your therapist."

"I am not destructive, you preachy asshole!"

A call at the door cut their argument, his security alerted him that it was Krithika. They both glowered fire at each other, challenging each other to blink if they dared to.

Standing straight he tore away his eyes from Satya and walked towards the door.

As soon as the door opened, Krithika sprang up to him. Grabbing his shirt collar she pulled hard, and he stumbled, his head bending down. Before he could stop her, she crushed her lips to his, colliding like a nuclear bomb.

Oh, fuck!

"Please, Xav, please, don't go to Italy!", she moaned while pleading to him. Thrusting him to the wall she started to unbutton his shirt, "It's going to be a long week, I am going to miss you so bad!"

His lust hit him so hard that he forgot about everything and scooped her waist positioning her body against him. He placed her up against his lower abdomen, making her cross her legs around his waist, and flipped her to support her back against the wall.

Hurriedly, she removed her kurti off her body and started kissing him again as he ground his groin against her core. Closing her eyes, "Xavier, I'll miss you...", she gasped when his mouth gave open kisses over her neck, her fingers pressing his head closer to her.

Krithika heard someone clearing their throat behind Xavier and she snapped her head to look.

It felt like someone had thrown a bucket of scalding water over her body. It burnt so hard, "Oh fuck off, Xavier!", she whispered hiding her face under him as he held her, "Why didn't you say anything about having ma'am here, why did you allow me to do this!?"

Chuckling huskily against her skin, "Do what?", he teased.

She slightly groaned, squirming against his hold, "Making out!"

Angling a bit, "I will have to be an asexual saint to not allow you that.", he whispered as he licked and sucked her right cheek, the way his mind had imagined, the very first time when he had seen her dark chocolaty cheeks brightly glowing in his office cabin.

Delicious as always...

"If you guys have had enough of whispering, you can put on some dress first.", Satya announced, rolling her eyes.

Fuck off, she's going to be my wife, I'll kiss her whenever I want.

Krithika forcibly pushed Xavier to let her go and he settled by gently leaving her to stand on her feet. She immediately gathered her kurti and dressed herself. Xavier didn't care to button up and rotated to look at Satya while Krithika stood behind him.

Satya stared at him, her eyes holding no interest in his naked form as she made a face of disgust.

"My point stays the same.", he said, "You are toying with Valmiki's emotions."

"Ha! Think whatever you want to.", she waved a flippant hand, expressing her disregard for his opinions, "I don't need your affirmation on anything related to my personal life, Xav. I came here to just let you inform ab--"

He cut her, "Satya..."

Satya stopped and gave him a fiery glare. They both stood silent for a while, it was a struggle, Xavier wanted to hug her and let her cry, to let her tell him that this was unjust and she shouldn't do this to herself.

But he didn't budge, he didn't move a single step forward, and neither did she.

"I'll leave, you guys can continue whatever you were doing."

Krithika hit her head on Xavier's back.

Satya walked past them and before crossing the doorway she glanced over her shoulder at Krithika, "Krithika, don't worry, as I had promised I'll send you photos of this crazy lover boy of yours from Italy.", she shook her head, "You can kiss them all you want."

"Muruga!", that was Krithika mewling like a baby behind Xavier.

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A/N

I kept thinking of Valmiki singing "Kan Pesum Varthaigal" for Satya.

Especially lines- "Kanavinilum Dhinam Ninaivinilum, Karaigira Aan Manam Purivadhillai..."

Translation: "In the dreams and the reality, you won't understand the pain I (man) go through, the way my heart melts for you..."

Also these phrases- "Uzhagathil Ethanai Penn Ulladhu, Mannam Oruthiyai Mattum Kondaduthu... Oru Murai Vaazhndhida Thindaduthu, Idhu Uyir Varai Paaindhu Pandhaduthu..."

Translation: "There are so many women in this world but my heart yearns for only one, it celebrates the love for one. It wants to live with you once, as my soul quivers for you alone..."

Ah, last one- "Boomiyil Ulla Poigal Ellam Ada Pudavai Katti Penn Aanathu..."

Translation: "All the worldly lies of this Earth have wrapped themselves in a saree to make you, my beautiful girl."

Okay, I'll stop.

This song just suits so much to Valmiki though and it's just, I don't know... T-T

Bye, if I don't stop, I will write a whole story about Valmiki singing this song while crying in a corner.

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