Chapter 19. A New Chapter

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Overal it was a goof and fun night, i only had one drink though since every time i wanted to get another glass P'Pha would just gulp in down saying i shouldn't drink too much. He did this every time i poured a drink so i decided to play around with him a bit and make him totally waisted, pouring drinks immediately after he drank the previous one. At the end of the night everyone was deadman waisted, Kit laying on top Ming. All the Engineers looked like they died, lifelessly laying scattered over the room, and P'Pha leaning his head on my shoulder asleep. I wanted to go outside really quick to catch some fresh air so i stood up, placed P'Pha's head on the sofa behind us carefully and went to the balcony. The cool midnight breeze felt really nice tonight. I felt a hand creep up on my shoulder, i flinched and look at the hand and slowly it lead me to a face, P'Forths face to be precise.

"P' You scared me, what are you doing here?"

"I Woke up and saw you standing here, thought i would join you."

"Aren't you drunk P'?"

"Nah i can handle my alcohol really well, i can't really speak for the others though." As he said that i let out a chuckle and he just smiled at me.

"Nong, i need to tell you something.."


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Beam's POV


"Nong, i need to tell you something." I could hear the voice of Forth, i looked around and everyone else was asleep only Forth and Wayo were standing out on the balcony, i was laying on the sofa closest to the balcony so i could clearly hear everything they were saying. I didn't stand up because i didn't want them to notice me.

"Nong, i like you." I head Forth say, saying i was shocked was an understatement, i was mortified. The person he left me for was my Nong and my best friends crush and future wife.

"P', What do you mean? Please..." Yo sounded stupified and scared, even with the glass between us i could hear the tremble in his voice. 

"I know that you like Ai'Pha and he also likes you but do you think there is a chance even a small chance for you to like someone like me?" I felt depressed, the rumors were true, the one who stole Forth's heart was Nong Wayo. However I know that Wayo couldn't accept Forth being so in love with Pha. So instead of being sad or angry at Forth i could only sympathize. And my thought was proven to be correct as i heard Wayo say;

"P'...I'm sorry but i love P'Pha and i can't betray his feelings. I think it's best if i am gonna go now." He ran out of the room and i closed my eyes and laid still so he wouldn't notice me. But i stood up as he left the room.

"Nong's feelings for Pha were not something to take lightly Forth." I walked up next to the guy who just got rejected. standing on the balcony hanging on the railing.

"Beam...D-did you hear us?" He looked at me, he looked scared.

"Calm down, i'm not going to scold you or get angry." I smiled at him and he smiled back slowly.

"I've never seen you smile Beam, i probably couldn't make you happy enough for you to smile like that."

"Actually, it's because of you that i am able to smile like this."

"What do you mean?" He looked sincerely confused and it's nothing to blame him for, i would be confused too.

"Well, after that one night i was unable to hold in my emotions anymore and just let out everything. It was for the first time in years that i cried so much."

"I'm sorry Beam...I'm just a coward, i don't deserve you, your kindness or your sympathy."

"No, it's me who should be apologising. I always thought that keeping in my feelings and emotions would be the best thing to do, but by doing this i unconsiously hurt you all this time."

"No Beam don't say that, it's all my fault." He suddenly pulled me in and held me tightly.

"To be honest, It feels weird." He giggled kind of awkwardly. "After i broke up with you, i felt broken but i still wanted to chase Nong, thinking he could fix me. Now i got rejected by him but i don't feel slighlty as bad as when you said i made you cry."

"Beam. I am broken and you are the only one who can fix me." He looked at me with teary eyes, his words felt warm, he wasn't lying. He wanted me back. Oh how i wanted to say Yes at this very moment and just kiss him again like before, but i didn't want to make it so easy for him.

"Hold on there friend, don't think i am that easy." I pushed him off of me gently and wiggled my finger in front of him giving a smirk.

"Beam, this isn't a time to be joking." He pouted as he wiped his eyes with his arm.

"Forth It's impossible to go back again." I teased him. Looking semi-serious but it was really hard not to smile at his desperate face.

"Then instead of going back why don't we start here."

"What do you mean?" I could not comprehend what he meant.

"I don't want to go back and pretend like nothing of this ever happened, Both of us have changed. So i want to chase this Beam as a new and better Forth, one that will never make you cry and only make you smile. So Beam, can you give this guy a chance to be yours and start a new chapter?" His words struck my heart, it felt as if i was falling in love with him all over again. Falling in love with the guy who protected me when i was a freshman, who kept chasing me even after i rejected him about a hundred time, the guy who i know is right for me.

"You idiot, since when are you such a poet." I chortled as i wiped the tears that had been rolling down my face without me knowing.

"So is that a yes? Are you allowing me Forth Jaturaphum to chase you Beam Baramee?"

I kiss him on the forehead while cupping his face "Does this answer your question." I quickly walked away but before i left the room and turned around to look at him. I spoke the next words with pure happiness and serenity. 


"Let's start a new chapter Forth."


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A/N


It's the return of ForthBeam! Also Yo is that loyal ho for P'Pha, i was so excited to write this chapter, hopefully you guys enjoy it as well. Please leave some comments on your opinions.

Thank you guys for reading <3!

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