Justin P.O.V
"I've been telling you this for the past four motherfucking months!" I screamed as I hit Jason's chest once again, "I fucking love you. Why can't you just wake up and call me damsel like you usually would?" I cried.
"I miss how you would call me damsel. I miss how you would annoy me. I miss how you would hold me back when I wanted to storm off on you. I miss your evil smirk and cute chuckle. I miss your bright light gray eyes. I miss your heartfelt laugh. I miss your hugs, your kisses, your voice. I miss the way you used to give me advises when I felt hopeless. I miss the way you would protect me. I miss your cuddles and overall I miss you," I sobbed hopelessly.
"I know you're not dead, Jason. I know you're stronger than that. They say the only thing that has no solution is death but I know that you have one. I know your heart and it's strong. Don't you dare leave me here alone, King Kong." Laying my head on his stomach, I took a deep breath.
"I used to believe
We were burnin' on the edge of somethin' beautiful
Somethin' beautiful
Sellin' a dream
Smoke and mirrors keep us waitin' on a miracle
On a miracle
Say, go through the darkest of days
Heaven's a heartbreak away
Never let you go, never let me down
Oh, it's been a hell of a ride
Driving the edge of a knife
Never let you go, never let me down
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Oh baby, baby
Don't fall asleep
At the wheel, we've got a million miles ahead of us
Miles ahead of us
All that we need
Is a rude awakening to know we're good enough
Know we're good enough
Say go through the darkest of days
Heaven's a heartbreak away
Never let you go, never let me down
Oh it's been a hell of a ride
Driving the edge of a knife
Never let you go, never let me down
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Oh baby, baby
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Don't you give up, nah-nah-nah
I won't give up, nah-nah-nah
Let me love you
Let me love you
Oh baby, baby
Don't you give up baby, because I won't give up. Heaven is only a heartbreak away and you're breaking mine," I cried.
"Excuse me," I looked up to see the doctors and the nurse coming in again, "we have to take him now," I shook my head vigorously and sobbed loudly.
"No!" I cried painfully, "you cannot take him away from me. You don't understand," I sobbed, "we've got a million miles ahead of us. I never told him you know, I never told him I wouldn't mind having a baby named Junior with him. It would make me the happiest man alive. He cannot be dead," I said as tears fell down my cheeks rapidly.
"We understand your pain, sir, but we need to prepare him for his family," the nurse said.
"You don't understand shit!" I screamed, "you don't understand how much I love the man laying in this bed, and you don't even want to start understanding. He is not dead!" I kept screaming at the top of my lungs.
Suddenly, two security guards came inside the room and took me where the rest of Jason's friends and family were as the doctor and the nurse started to wheel Jason out of the room.
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