It's just a normal diary (pt.4)

Saturday, the 17th of February

As I am writing this chapter, it's 8:34pm. And honestly? This doesn't feel like the same day I parted with W. Mainly because it happened in the morning and then I was half-asleep/alive throughout the rest of the day, but still... This feels weird.

Oh well, the last day together. Or rather - the last morning.

We spent some more time together after we got ready to leave. It was still really cute and I really enjoyed it.

And then we left for the train station and I simply started slowly breaking down... Oh well. And then I cried when the train arrived and on my and my mum's way home. It was really difficuly. Probably not only because I will have to be alone and deprived of all the closeness I had with W., but also because of all the university struggles ahead of me. Till the end of the month I have to finish the draft of my first chapter of my thesis and there is also the apprenticeship... I don't know. That is what keeps me awake at night and I don't like it. I just hope I can manage to go through it relatively smoothly and then... we will see. Things I can look for - th BC concert in April and the assumed meeting with W. somewhere in the Spring.

At home - mainly chilling on yt and tiktok - I simply needed to relax. And I started falling asleep, of course, cause I was fucking tired.

Rping with W. in the meantime - first some plot with S. trying to make M. leave his flat and then some plot between S. and C. and S. - the day before the evening of the tragedy. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that W. offered that we could rp some plot with Coriolanus Snow and my oc. Well, of course I agreed! Who wouldn't?

Mainly just chilling for the rest of the day. I was too tired to be productive. I might try and do something on Monday, maybe.

Washed my hair and then watched Elvis and Nixon with mum and J.
They really enjoyed it, I think, and I'm really glad :D
I really like watching movies with them.

As I'm finishing writing this is 8:42pm. I think I am going to play Witcher now as I only have two/three more days with this game and after that I will have to go back to Wrocław and focus on my uni. I will maybe try and not play till the middle of the night and instead watch some movie later or reply to some rp? (That would be really nice. I could write the next chapter of His Daughter as I know exactly what to write there, but I don't think I have enough energy for that tonight.)

The Witcher:
Emhyr mentioned, let's go!
I really like talking to the ghosts in this game. And the green light is so pretty.
I finished right before midnight. I don't think I will manage to write anything tonight, after all.

After that - just chilling, watching some JM vod. I stayed up until about 3am.