Pregnancy (1)

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May 2026

All day I've been feeling sick, just feeling icky and weird... all day. The boys had all been out for some schedule, which had left me with just too much time on my hands, which had meant too much time to think and experiment.

So... that was how I had ended up here, a small piece of plastic laying on the bathroom sink as I just stared at it and could hear the boys all laugh loudly down in the living room. I was desperatly trying to calm myself down and figure out what I should do. Just... say it?

I let out a small hum and shoved the plastic into my backpocket before rushing towards the bedroom I shared with Jungwon, beginning to pace around. I somehow managed to get enough courage and ended up poking my head out the door.

"Jungwon-ah!" I called out, before immediately regretting and rushing back into the room and beginning to pace back and forth, praying he hadn't heard me calling out for him.

"Are you alright?" Jungwon opened the door to the room and I mentally cursed at myself as I just continued pacing back and forth, "hey... are you alright?" Jungwon grabbed onto my shoulders and bent his head down to level with my eyes, "you're not... you're not having a panic attack, are you?"

"No," I shook my head at him.

"What is it then?" he frowned at me.

"You won't be mad, okay?" I questioned and he dropped his hands from my shoulders before straightening up once again.

"What did you do?" he questioned, his voice turning all deep and threatening.

I let out a small sigh before pulling the test up from my pocket and just extending it to him, with the back turned upwards. His eyes immediately widened as he saw the test.

"You didn't..." he trailed off, hesitating to take it, before eventually grabbing. He didn't look at it instead he just stared at me.

"I just didn't feel well today, and I had too much time to think... and yeah... can you just please turn it around?" I rambled on making him hesitantly nod before turning the test.

I stared at his face whilst biting down on the my nail on my thumb, awaiting any reaction. Bad or good. Jungwon stood still for a while just looking at the two lines on the test. But eventually a small smile did spread on his face.

"Is this good?" I questioned carefully.

"Are you serious?" he questioned as he looked up at me.

"You want me to prove it? Because I have three other positives in the trash," I stated and pointed to the door.

He immediately shook his head before sweeping me off my feet and into a tight hug as he spun around in glee.

"This is amazing!" he happily exclaimed and looked back down at the test as his other hand lingered around my waist.

"It is?" I questioned and he happily nodded at me, "but what about...the group? You're the leader."

"I am your soon to be husband... and dad to whoever is in there," he stated and poked my belly, "long before I am the leader of Enhypen... ah! I can't belive this," he happily cooed and pulled me down on the bed, in his embrace, "aren't you happy?" he questioned after having realized how I wasn't smiling.

"I'm scared," I shook my head at him, making his smile falter.

"Why? Don't you want it?" he questioned in shock.

"I do... but... we're only 23," I reminded him and he just nodded at me, "and you're still working a lot... and... it'll just be nine months of... ugh."

"Hey..." he softly cooed out making me look at him, "yes, we're young. But don't you think we're mature enough."

"Maybe," I hummed at him.

"And I might still be working a lot, but you know I'll take time for you whenever you need it," he reminded and I silently nodded, "and yes, those nine months or however many months are left, are gonna be tough... but we're in this together right? It'll be fine, I promise."

"Hm," I hummed and began chewing on my bottom lip.

"What's on that pretty mind of yours?" he questioned and tapped my head.

"How would you... how would you feel if I wanted to go to my mom for these months?" I questioned him making his face falter.

"Why would you do that?" he questioned, "don't you... don't you want me to be there?"

"It's not you... it's the others," I shook my head at him, "they're not part of this."

"Then lets move out," he offered and rushed up to grab his computer and immediately return to me, "Sunghoon-hyung is already talking about moving in with Soomin noona. So if we move out together, it won't be weird. Would that be alright?"

"I don't know," I muttered making him let out a small sigh at me before patting the spot beside him, and I immediately moved to that spot, making him throw an arm around me.

"Please?" he spoke up, "I don't want you to go to your mom for all those months. I want to go through this with you, no matter how hard it may be for you... I want to be there when they see the break of day for the first time. Lets move out, and not go away."

"Okay," I hummed in agreement making him happily grin as he searched up some sites to look at places to live.

"Do you have anything that is a must?" he questioned me and I shook my head.

"I think it shouldn't be smaller than our first dorm," I stated and he just nodded in agreement, "and please somewhere safe."

"You really don't care that much?" he questioned and I simply shook my head.

"Wait. I'd like for he shower and toilet not to be right around each other. You know what I mean?" I questioned and he frowned, "you know how in most bathrooms here the shower head is almost right above the toilet. I don't like that."

"Ah..." he nodded at me, "yeah, yeah. I got this," he excitedly grinned, "I'll find a few and we'll go out and look at some as fast as possible. Okay?"

"Mhm, I like that," I hummed at him.

"We'll find the perfect place. I promise."

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