5sos imagines and preferences [completed]

Amnesia (song preference)

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though all your friends tell me you're doing fine

And you're somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

{Calum}

Since that day I haven't been the same and I can't get her out of my mind; our first kiss and our last, the first 'I love you' turned into 'I hate you.' The places we'd sneak off to in the pits of midnight are the places I seem to visit on he daily just to feel like she is still here with me. Its been awhile and I know she's with someone else but I refuse to accept it. I've heard things about their relationship and how he treats her. I treated her like a princess and nothing less than that but she felt like she could do better, like she needed something more that I couldn't give to her. While I'm stuck here grieving over what could've been, she's somewhere else with someone new, faking happiness. How did she let go and move on so fast? Maybe 'we' didn't mean anything to her.I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

{Ashton}

I was shocked when she told me that she didn't love me anymore, whem she packed up and left me alone; I didn't see it coming. All of her hopes and dreams were the things I cherished but I cherished her even more. It's difficult for me to sleep at night knowing that she isn't coming back to me and I wish the pain would go away. All I want to do is sleep peacefully and forget about the painful reality that haunts me everyday. Forgetting and moving forward is going to be impossible if I don't recieve answers from her.The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them even when I feel alone

All my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to see you happy and it hurts that you're not mine

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

{Luke}

Every second, every peaceful moment we ever had still follows me and I can't find the strength to erase it all because it seems somewhat soothing. When I look at the pictures of how happy we were, it gives me hope that she'll come back to me and everything would be normal again. Everyone tells me that she's doing fine without me but I don't want to believe that she's happily living with someone who isn't me. It's going to take time for me to face reality that she doesn't pay attention to my existence anymore but deep in my heart I know there'll always be a place for her.If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

{Michael}

"I know I'd find peace and happiness if you'd just come back to me. Why did you habe to hurt me the way you did?"

"We grew apart Michael and I didn't feel the same towards you like I did."

"You know, I always have dreams that you come back but then I wake up to see that it was the same dream I habe every night. I'm hurting so damn bad and you don't even care when you're the one who caused it."

"I don't know what would heal your broken heart, I'm sorry Michael. "

"Just tell me that you'll be mine again (y/n), I need you."

"What makes you think things would be different?"

"My heart would be mended and I'd be happy again, you'd be happy if you would just tell me what I could do. I'm pouring out my heart to you right now and if you're just going to leave again then just spare me the agony and leave now."

"Please believe me when I say that my intention was never to hurt you Michael."

"Don't pity me (y/n), please don't."

"You'll find someone who will love you so much and that will be afraid to lose you, but I'm not the right girl for you, I'm so sorry Michael."

[A/N: I'll eventually correct this and put proper things in italics]