This was urgent?

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- Hey.
-Hi. - he stepped closer to me.
-Can I get a minute? It's urgent. - i told him keeping eye contact.
-Yeah. - he nodded, with a worried look, and i walked fast to the nearest on-call room i found. I pushed him in, onto the bed. I knew he was nervous berry had a problem. Or i had a problem. But the only problem i had was the instant need to keep kissing him. I hopped into his lap, getting him off guard. I pushed my lips to his, sucking on his, while moving my hips slightly, pushing our torsos together. I immediately felt his body react to mine, revealing he wanted this just as much as i did.
-This was urgent? - he asked in between kissing my lips back passionately.
-Yes. It's these stupid pregnancy hormones. They make me want to have sex with you all the time, urgently. - i mumbled, leaning back a little, while his mouth was hovering over mine, barely being able to wait for me to close it.
-I like the stupid hormones. - he got it out in one, as i finally managed to get him out of his lab coat. He lay me back on the hospital bed, and kept kissing into my neck.
-Mhm..- i moaned into his mouth, after he pulled my scrub shirt over my head. I flipped us over, so i was on top of him, and quickly untied his scrub bottoms, pulling them off. I let my fingers get lost in his hair, and i kept sucking  on his neck. He rewarded me with deep groans, but before i could get further down than his stomach, he turned us back. I let my head fall on the pillow, and he pulled of my panties with my bottoms at once. As his fingers made contact with my soft skin, i kept panting, moving my hips against his fingers. When i was on the way to calling his name again, i heard my pager ring. He sat me up, handing it to me, pulling me into his lap.
-Oh no...- i sighed, looking at it.
-I have a consult. - i hit my head into his shoulder.
-What? - he asked, lifting my chin, pulling bangs out of my forehead.
-I have a consult. - i repeated it, as the look on my face changed.
-Are you crying? - he asked me cute.
-No. - i lied, while my voice jumped up an octave, coming out painfully thin.
-Yes. - i corrected myself, covering my face.
-I cry every time i get mad. - i tried holding back tears, but it was just worse. He stroked my cheeks.
-Wh..You're mad? - he asked surprised.
-Yes, i'm mad because i can't have sex with you, because i have this stupid consult. And i'm all horny here, when i have to sit at a consult in 10 minutes! - i explained, still crying, when i heard a knock at the door.
-Dr.Shepherd! - the knocking continued.
-Ross? - Derek shouted out, while helping me back into my panties and scrubs.
-I am sorry to bother you sir, but i was hoping to scrub in with you today - he started, and i hopped back down into Derek's lap, continuing with the mad sobs. Derek was trying to listen to him and comfort me at the same time.
-But i was supposed to be on Dr.Grey's service, and i was wondering if maybe you could talk to your wife for me. - he asked, and i let a last tear escape, as i jumped up from his lap.
-I'm gonna kill him. - i furiously opened the door.
-No Ross, he cannot talk to his wife for you, because you are with me! And we have a consult with a pregnant lady with abdominal pain! So go do the work up and i will see you there. - i nearly spelled it out for him, and slapped the door in his face. I turned back to Derek, and pressed three more kisses onto his lips, while pulling on his hair tightly, and squeezed his hand.
-I like the stupid hormones...- he sighed too, getting up and opened the door for me, putting back his lab coat.

-Meredith! - Christina caught me at the end of my shift.
-Hey! You okay?
-I need to go to Joe's. Come to Joe's with me, please.
-What happened? - i asked her, taking the sign.
-We just need to ...Joe's. Please.
-I'm changing. - i entered the attending's lounge, searching for my stuff, while she fidgeted with her fingers.
-Are we leaving? Is your shift over? - Derek asked me smiling.
-Yeah. But Derek, i need to go to Joe's.
-What happened?
-I'm going to Joe's with Christina. I'm sorry, but i'm going with her and
-Hey, it's okay. Do you need a ride? - he asked me, taking a look at an anxious Christina behind me.
-We..do. Thanks. Do we? - i turned to her, and she just nodded.
-We do. - i confirmed it, looking at him again.
-Yeah, let's go then. - he sighed, opening the door for us.
Christina was walking towards the car in front of us, while taking big breaths.
-Is she okay? - Derek whispered to me.
-No. I don't know what happened. But she needs to drink. So we're going to Joe's. But this is not the sad Chris. This is the mad one. - i nodded.
-I'm sorry you have to drive us there. We can get a taxi back later, i know you had a -
-Mer, i'm not leaving you alone in a bar. When you're pregnant. With my baby. My wife and my baby alone in a pub. And Christina. - he chuckled.
-Thank you.
-Will you tell me what happened? - i asked her, after she downed her first shot.
-One more and yes.
-Give her one more. - i asked Joe.
-Orange juice for you? - he offered.
-Actually, do you have apple? - i suggested, and in the next moment there was a big glass of apple juice next to me.
-Thanks. You're the best. So. Is it Teddy? - she shook her head.
-Surgery? - she shook it again.
-Owen? - and she nodded once.
-Did you break up again? - but another no.
-Then what? Did he propose?
-Oh, god no!
-You could give me a hint, i'm running out of ideas!
-Mother.
-He wants to meet your mother?
-No. He wants me to meet his mother.
-And? This is it? The big problem?
-Meredith, you don't get it, do you?
-I may need a little help to get there.
-This is like Burke! He is doing it! Or not doing yet, but he will! - she freaked out.
-Oh, Christina!
-Don't Christina me! You know well! You know perfectly the story! He wants me to meet his mother. And he asked me to ignore Teddy's page.
-So what?
-He asked me to ignore it. And Meredith, i would have done it! I didn't! He...is taking those...parts of me. Like Burke did. And i don't want that. He is...he doesn't get it. Do you?
-I...yes. - i kept a break.
-Christina. You love Owen. You do love him. Can't tell me otherwise. Just look at yourself. And it scares you. It scares the crap out of you. Because of Burke.
-Yes. - she finally agreed, sighing.
-And i get it.
-Did you...tell him? The whole...Burke story?
-Didn't. He only knows we were engaged once. - she confessed.
-You need to tell him. - i stated.
-I know..But i need to relax first. So i can tell him tomorrow. So i need another shot. To get brave.

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