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Chapter 162

Jiang Xiao was standing under the ginkgo tree with her back facing him.

He got out of the memory and looked up. A gust of wind blows, and the golden leaves above are blown off, as if it is raining golden yellow. The leaves pass through his transparent body and fall to the ground, glowing slightly under the sunlight.

As beautiful as he had imagined before.

I thought it was a pity that I couldn't see the very expensive ginkgo autumn of Happy Tree Hospital, but it made up for it in an unimaginable way.

It was too quiet at the moment, there was no one in the yard, even if he turned his back to Lin Chengyu, he could hear his collapsed and suppressed cry.

He has heard Lin Chengyu apologize many times, say sorry, and say that I really miss you.

Jiang Xiao was kind to Lin Chengyu, and had been living together for so long. He thought about leaving when Lin Chengyu found out that he would be uncomfortable or uncomfortable when Lin Chengyu found out.

But after rebirth, entangled with him for ten years, Jiang Xiao was puzzled from beginning to end, why insist on doing this? He thought no amount of regret would have passed long ago, and no amount of unwillingness would be smoothed out.

But he knew at this moment that this man actually loved me.

So he entangled for several years, but refused to let go.

Jiang Xiao sighed silently.

If he knew about this when he died in his previous life, he would probably be dumbfounded, he would feel ironic in his life, and would be emotionally fierce at the last moment before he died, thinking about how love would have such a result in his heart.

But seeing it at this moment, he was calmer.

Jiang Xiao was naturally more calm than in his previous life. He just thought about it and felt surprised and surprised. Then a certain dusty place in his heart seemed to be swept lightly by a brush, and the dust on it was wiped off, and the things under the dust were just All were swept away.

After two lives, he seemed to have finally washed away all the impurities, and the whole person was completely relaxed.

Doctor Liu said that he had no desire to survive at that time, and Jiang Xiao admitted.

He felt that his life was a failure, how could he live like this? The career is in a mess, and the emotional tragedy ends. When my friends are old and have families, it is inconvenient to bother him more, and the illness can't be cured. It's better not to waste here.

But after the rebirth experienced the second life, his eyes on these things have also changed a lot.

Although the factory closed down, the experience he gained in it has not disappeared. He worked hard and his contacts were still there. If there was time, it would be normal for him to make a comeback. In his second life, everything went well, and he was moved by this experience. Lin Taosheng got the most important investment of infinity;

his friends have been thinking of him for two lifetimes. Even if he retired, Accounting Chen in the factory still cared about him. After only seeing Dr. Liu for a month, he would complain about him. , He has always had a very precious friendship; as for the relationship, it is relatively not so smooth. But apart from Lin Chengyu's accident, he also experienced Lin Heyuan and Fu Ruoyan, holding their hands, and knowing what it's like to be loved by others. Jiang Xiao originally thought that the failed relationship in the previous life was because of being too paranoid and insisting that Lin Chengyu stay with him, but it was not. He was never unilaterally moved by himself, and the pain he suffered was not because of his paranoia. Actually, I didn't do anything wrong, Jiang Xiao thought, I have not failed in my two lives. He is sincere in love, working hard in his career, being kind to others, and paying back, he has always loved and been loved, and he has always lived a meaningful life. He thought of his mother's words again at this moment. Xia Wanwan told him that it is easy to fall in love, but it is difficult to stay together. The running-in between people is a kind of metaphysics. It is a kind of rare luck if it is just right. If it proves to be inappropriate, it is also a kind of luck to break up properly. It's good to live in the moment. If that trip was due to the surrounding environment, and Jiang Xiao felt and truly had the indifferent state of mind that Xia Wanwan said, it would be at this moment.