Justin P.O.V
Laying down on the bed, I stared at the ceiling. Feeling my vision blurring with unshed tears. Perhaps I wanted to cry because Jason lied to me. Perchance I wanted to cry because I forgot part of my life. Possibly I just want to cry because of my hormones and the fact that they are all over the place since I almost have eight weeks long.
Perhaps I confused things and Jason only wanted to protect, which is exactly what I have understood he was doing but it doesn't mean he had to lie to me to do so. I would have understood more if he have told me people were after me to hurt me. Seeming as I would be more conscience of what is going on and I would be more likely to help him protect the both of us.
But no, Jason decided to be macho and lie about it instead. He decided to create a river of blood instead and that doesn't help me at all. It's going to be hard for Jason to leave that gangster life behind him and I don't care what I do, I will persuade him into leaving that life. If not for himself or for me, he has to think about our baby. Placing my hands on my tummy, I closed my eyes and started singing for my baby and I.
"Across the ocean, across the sea,
Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky,
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes
Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
All alone, in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,
To be in your arms, holding my heart
Oh, I,
Oh, I,
I love you
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the long nights
And the bright lights
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
You know that I care for you
I'll always be there for you
I promise I will stay right here, yeah
I know that you want me too,
Baby we can make it through anything
'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
Everything's gonna be alright"
A knock on the door made me move my eyes towards the closed door of the plane bedroom. I knew exactly who it was. Mumbling a come in, I heard the knob twisting before I saw the door opening. Jason sneaked his head inside and gave me a tight smile.
"Can I come in?" He asked not above a whisper.
"Yes" Opening the door wider, Jason walked in and closed the door behind him before walking towards the bed and taking a seat on the bed before thanking my hand on his and giving it a squeeze.
"I am sorry, okay? I'm sorry I lied to you, damsel. I'm sorry you lost your memory because of me, I am so sorry for everything I am making you go through with my lifestyle because my enemies are now yours and I have never thought of it like that. I want what is best for you and our baby and I am going to make sure you two get just that. I love you, damsel and I don't want to lose you because I am a selfish little bitch" Sitting up, I lifted my hand and caressed Jason's cheek as I looked at him in the eyes.
"Thinking about it, I don't care about the lies. I understand why you said them in the first place. I just want you to trust and believe that I can also protect you. I am not some pansy that can't do shit to protect his man. Let's not forget that I'm a man too and I can protect you. I just want this to be mutual. I don't want you to be fighting the world on your own if you know you have me on your side... Always and forever"
"Always and forever?"
"You're not getting rid of me this fast, King Kong. You must believe that" I stated smiling softly and teasingly. In a sudden movement, Jason laid me down and straddle my lap. He smiled down at me before leaning down and pressing his lips against mine.
Biting his bottom lip, I tangled my fingers on the hair at the back of his head and brought him down towards me even more. I could tell that Jason was trying not to lean his weight on my stomach and that made me desire him even more. Is it weird that his caring side turns me on? Does being pregnant gives you weird turn on's too?
My thoughts drifted away when Jason moved his lips towards my neck making my eyes flutter close as I moaned softly at the contact. His hands went up my sides, to the sides of my neck and to my hair before he pulled my short hair. Pulling away, Jason looked at me. His eyes glistering on the light of the room as he smiled at me.
"Your hair is growing so fast and as much as you look good with anything, let it grow out" He mumbled softly.
"Whatever you want, King Kong"
"I love how you please me so much"
"You're my King. I'm going to please as much and often as I can"
"And you're my damsel. I will make you happy as long and as much as I possibly can" Leaning down, he pecked my lips once again before licking my bottom lip. Opening my mouth slightly for him, his tongue slipped in as his hands traveled down once more and sneaked them under my shirt. Riding it up, Jason took it off off before attaching his lips to my chest.
"You know what this means?" Looking up at me, Jason lifted an eyebrow in a questioning manner "We are joining the Mile High Club" I whispered with a smirk. Smirking back, came face to face with me and brushed his lips against my ear.
"I'm not complaining" He whispered hotly against my ear before biting my earlobe.
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While he bit my earlobe, his hands pulled my sweatpants down to my knees. Kicking them off, I proceeded to help Jason take his shirt and own skinny jeans off. Once they were off and we were both only in our boxers, Jason started grinding his hips on me making me moan.
"I want you so bad" He mumbled as he played with the waistband of my boxers. Letting my thumbs play with his erected nipples, I looked at him in the eyes while he bit his lips sexily.
"I'm here on a silver plate for you, babe" I said in a deep voice.
"You're so beautiful, damsel" He mumbled against my lips before biting the bottom one. Licking my lips, I let my hands run down his sides before they reached his boxers. Tugging at them, I pulled them down to his thighs and let him kick them off. As soon as he pulled mines down and I kicked them off, we were both naked and aroused.
Gripping Jason's ass on my hands, I smirked at him when he let out a moan. Jason leaned down and attached his lips to my right nipple before playing with it between his teeth. I could feel them getting hard against his lips and the fact that he was playfully biting them wasn't helping the case too much, but I didn't mind at all.
One of his hands went down to my member and gripped it before he started stroking it making me arch my back. With a final lick, Jason moved his lips to my left nipple and gave it the same attention as the other one as he lined himself up on my entrance. It's not like I need preparation this time, but it doesn't mean it's going to hurt any less.
"Are you ready?" I heard him ask as I felt him against my entrance. Nodding briefly, Jason pressed his lips against mine placed his arms on both sides of my head. As he kissed me harshly and passionately, he pushed himself inside of me slowly making me close my eyes tightly. Focusing more on Jason's soft lips than my discomfort, soon enough my mind focused on the pleasure I was receiving more than the discomfort I was numbly feeling.
"Jason" I moaned as I pulled away from his lips just slightly. He moved his lips to my jawline and started giving me soft kisses as he kept pushing himself inside of me slowly and softly. The movements kept on going until Jason was fully inside of me. Although he could've keep thrusting immediately, he waited for me to adjust to his size for a minute before he decided to start thrusting.
"I don't think I will ever get tired of how you feel against me" He whispered. His breath getting irregular and his eyes turning into a dark gray color. Wrapping my legs around his waist, I gathered all the power I could and turned us over. I bit my lip and smirked down at Jason as he looked at me in surprise of my sudden movements.
Leaning down, I smirked against his lips as I moved my hips on him in a circular motion before going up and down. Sitting straight on it, I placed my hands on Jason's chest and dig my nails in it before running it down to his stomach before running it back up. Enjoying the redness my short fingernails were leaving fingers, which will surely leave marks later on.
"Justin"
"Jason" We moaned at the same time as I started going up and down on him. My nails still scratching Justin's chest and stomach. My head thrown back in pure pleasure as I bit my lip harshly and moaned.
"Fuck" Looking down at Jason, I leaned down and attached my lips to his neck and wrapped my arms around his back. My nails now scratching the skin on his back furiously as my lips , teeth, tongue lose all mercy on his neck and my a-ss engulf his d-ick entirely "Fuck yeah. Just like that" Jason moan as he throw his head back in ecstasy.
Going up and down, side to side and back and forth on him, my lips were filling his chest, neck and jawline with hickies and scratches.
Jason's hand was stroking my member painfully slow and with every stroke I could feel my breathing getting more irregular by the second.
Before I could keep on going, Jason turned us around once again and straddled me. He looked at me in the eyes as he kept thrusting into me. The emotions as clear as the sky on his light eyes.
"Can I speed up a little?" He asked. His voice not above a whisper. I nodded as an answer and felt him going in and out at a rapid pace. My walls clenched against his d-ick making him moan my name repeatedly which brought pride to me in return.
"I'm so close, baby" I moaned loudly as I arched my back. He leaned down and kissed me roughly allowing my hands to go around to his back and scratch it as I felt my climax reaching me.
"Let go for me, damsel" Jason encouraged just as he grabbed my member and started stroking it. That did it for me. I was shooting my load into Jason's hand, marked chest and stomach. Just as I finished, I felt Jason's own load release inside of me making me moan at the feeling.
"Holy fuck" Jason groaned as he pulled out of me and fell next to me on the bed. Grabbing my shirt from the floor, I cleaned his hand, chest and stomach before I threw it on the floor once again. He grabbed the blanket and covered us as I laid my head on his chest and threw my hand around his stomach.
"I love you" I mumbled as I closed my eyes. Tiredness creeping its way into my body, draining me.
"I love you, mi amor" I heard him say before darkness embraced me.
I just knew we were going to be alright.
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OH SHIET
~ Eli