Justin P.O.V
"I'm so excited" I beamed as I jumped around in the plane seat.
"You look like a kid right now, damsel"
"So fucking what?" I snapped "It's the first time in going to be getting into a train" I cheered.
"An almost empty one, at 3 in the morning"
"Because you too pussy to take me when everybody is taking it" I huffed.
"What do you want? Get in when everybody is taking it? What? You want to die or something? People are reckless, damsel"
"Fine, I'm not complaining. I just want to see what it feels like to get in one. I see big amounts of people every single day so it's whatever about that" I said while looking at King Kong.
He was looking at me with a weird glint in his eyes that he always have when he looks at me, but it made me feel good for some reason. The way his eyes shone as he looked at me. The way that small smile stays in his face as his eyes run all over my face.
It made me feel important and wanted.
I've always felt important and wanted, even though at some point I felt like I didn't matter to anyone at all, but this was different.
The way Jason made me feel like no one ever has. Yeah, I was infatuated with Selena, but this is different.
As we stared at each other I now realized what he told me back in the hotel a couple of months ago about being in love.
I barely had time to dwell on something when Jason was already there making me feel good.
I barely for sad when Jason was there to make me laugh with his stupidity.
I barely got time to cry when Jason was by my side making sure that if I cried, it was of laughter.
I barely had time to watch something go horrible wrong when Jason was already by my side helping me with whatever it was that I was ready to watch failing.
It's things like that that assure me what being in love is really all about. Being in love is being there for the other person no matter what, no matter the situation. Its not offering your shoulder, but giving it to the other person for them to keep and use whenever they want.
Being in love is watching that one person and feel your heart swelling. It's feeling that dull throbbing in your heart and that beat skipped every time they are near.
Loving someone is not sitting in a park, feeding ducks, but smiling every time you hear their name even the two of you are fighting. Is overcoming whatever comes your way because love wins. And nothing could have assured me more at the moment. Nothing could be more clear as I stated at my boyfriend.
The way my heart throbbed, skipped beats, my palms sweat, my mind raced with thoughts and the way my body felt immune to everything but the love I felt for Jason.
My King Kong.
"I love you" I whispered at last.
"I love you to---"
"No, let me finish" I said knowing that I had more to say than just those three words "I just don't love you... I'm in love with you, Jason. I love all the little things and the big ones. I love your sarcastic smile, your teasing smirk, your sincere apologetic grin, your know it all cocky wink, your sexy side smile. I love the way your eyes wrinkle cutely when you smile or laugh hard enough.
I love the way your body shines when you come out of the bathroom saying you forgot the towel. The way you unknowingly wrap your arms around me in the middle of the night. The way you whine when I try to get up in the morning and pull me back against you. I love your hair so much. I love how soft it is and long.
I'm in love with your laugh. It is so contagious and beautiful and melodic. I'm in love with your voice and the different stages it seems to have. I love when you whisper. I love when you shout. I love when you're turned on and your voice drops and gets raspier and deeper. I love when you're happy and your voice gets all high pitched and squeaky. When you're angry and it gets kind of dark and low. When you're hyped and your voice becomes light and makes others happy.
I love how you get exicted when I sing for you. I'm in love with the way you reacted when I gifted you my 5 rap albums because you love rap. I'm in love with the way you're always there for me even when I want nobody around.
I'm in love with the way you tear up in Ride Along at the end when Kevin gets all hype because Ice Cube agrees to him getting married Then you claim that you're not crying and it's only the dust in the air.
I love how you breath deeply when I make you go up two flights of stairs. I love how you get scared when we watch scary movies. I'm in love with the way you hate carrots, potatoes, soup, orange juice, vanilla ice cream and flowers. I love how you love my puppies but despite other people's dogs. I love how you got my name tattood in white ink on your chest and keep pretending that I don't know or that that is not my name.
I love how you talk to my belly when I'm sitting on the couch and you're laying your head on my lap. I love when you crack those horrible jokes that still makes me laugh. I love the way you look at me when you think I'm not looking. I love the way you chew your food just to annoy me. I love when you eat and your cheeks look like a chipmunk. I love when I'm showering and you go in to pee or brush your teeth. I love when I taking a bath and you just walk in, sit on the toilet and have a conversation with me. I love how you're so blunt about everything and anything.
Jason, I could go on and on and on about things you do or don't do that I love. I could spend years doing so and I don't think I would be over just then because I will always and forever find something to love about you as long as we're together or even if we are not together.
Then I realized that if I love that many things about you, I just don't love you. I'm in love with you and I love every single second of it. I know it's unhealthy to depend on someone this much, but you're my everything and to this day, I still find the fact that I can get pregnant weird and unnatural but I'm having a baby with you and so I can't help but look at this as a blessing.
Because nothing would make me happier than to have a mini us running around. I'm in love with you Jason, and I couldn't think of saying these words to anyone else but you" I breathed.
"I---"
"I also love the way you're about to cry right now" I chuckled as I lifted my hand and wiped his under eye.
"I'm in love with you. I'm in love with your angelic voice. In love with you hair, body, humor, smile, attitude. With your strength, passion, mind, soul and heart. These are just broad things because if we get to the little things, we just wouldn't be able to finish right now.
I'm talking about the way I love the way you smile bigger just to show your gold tooth. The way your dimple shows if your smile hard enough. The way you are with kids, puppies and people. The passion you look at food with. Your love for your Beliebers. Your laugh. I'm in love with the fact that you're having my first baby. I love your that thing your nose do when you laugh. I love how you lick your lips. I love how you purse your lips when you're irritated. I just... I'm in love with the littlest things about you, and I will never regret doing so" He mumbled making my eyes start to sweat.
Yes, sweat. I'm not crying.
"I love you so much" I said as I threw myself at him and hugged him against me tightly.
"I love you too, my damsel. So goddamn much" He said before kissing my forehead.
"Can someone love me like that? I'm so lonely" Someone said before blowing their nose dramatically. Turning around we saw the fly attendant wiping her eyes.
"Someone will" I said as I turned to Jason once again "Someone will" I repeated before leaning in and pressing my lips around his. At that moment I realized that everyone should be blessed enough to find someone that loves them as much as Jason loves me.
Everyone deserves their own Jason because there's nothing better.
~《》~
Sappy chapter because... Well, because shit happens when everything is going well.
~ Eli