"How about this? If you do anal, I'll do anal," I said.
We'd taken a little break to recover after the fun earlier. Kiri had stopped before anything went further so that we'd all be able to continue fooling around. And as eager as I was to keep going, I was also aware that it seemed like Katsuki needed a second to process everything.
Even as I sat in his lap facing him, my legs around him and his arms around my waist to hold me in place, Katsuki seemed doubtful.
"Whenever you want?" I added.
"Whenever...." Katsuki said dreamily, and I could tell he was letting the idea roll around in his head.
"To clarify, that doesn't mean you get to fuck my ass in the middle of the street or the grocery store."
He frowned.
"It just means that if you're wanting to do that sometimes," I said, "then I'm down."
His fingers dug into my sides a little deeper and it seemed he was wrestling with himself over this whole idea.
"Take the deal, man!" Kiri shouted from across the room where his whole naked body was standing there drinking a bottle of water.
I heard a growl forming in Katsuki's chest before he spoke. "Fuck! Okay fine. Only because it's you two."
"Yes!" I said, clapping my hands and kissing him. "Okay, so how does this work?"
"I got you," Kiri said.
He knelt down beside his bed and rummaged around in his bag before grabbing something and coming back over to us.
"You just happen to have a thing of lube?" I asked curiously.
"It helps with chafing when I'm working out," he said, shrugging. "I keep some in my gym bag. You guys don't do the same?"
"Interesting," I nodded. "Maybe I should. For when I work out... and stuff."
Katsuki shot me a look and rolled his eyes.
"See," Kirishima said pointing, "Even Midoriya keeps some on the table by his bed."
"Deku has lube straight up sitting on his nightstand?" I asked, amazed and disgusted at the same time. "Wow."
"So we're really doing this?" Kiri asked, smiling.
The three of us sort of stared at each other.
"Fucking hell," Katsuki muttered. "If we're going to do this, let's do it and quit talking about it."
"All I know is that I'm fucking somebody." Kiri squeezed out some lube and started to pump his own cock while staring at us. None of us moved. "All right fine. Y/n, get over here."
I moved to climb off Katsuki but he pulled me back.
"No," he said. "You're mine for this."
"Okay!" I said, trying to think it through. "In that case I guess I'll lay down and then you'll –"
"This isn't a fucking one-act play you need to direct," Katsuki interrupted. "Get off me and lay your ass down on the bed."
"Excuse me," I said, smirking up at him, but I still did what he said, "But I've never done anything like this before."
"I haven't either!" he insisted.
"Uh huh. Kiri, can you fact check that?"
Kirishima chuckled as I laid down on my back on the bed and Katsuki climbed on top of me. I was so fucking drenched after watching the two of them earlier that he was able to easily slip inside me. I wrapped my arms around him and held on.
God, he felt amazing inside me. Our bodies were as close as they possibly could be, our sweat mingling, everything sticky and hot as fuck.
For a minute, I forgot Kiri was even there, honestly. When he looked at me like that, it was just the two of us.
But then I heard Kiri squeeze out some more of the lube and then the bed sank down a bit as he climbed on, too. Kiri was behind Katsuki, one hand on his shoulder. I felt Katsuki tense up even though he was still incredibly hard inside me.
"Just go with it," I told Katsuki, trying to reassure him.
"Easy for you to say."
"Speaking from experience, it helps if you relax and focus on something else. You'll get used to it."
Kiri came closer to us but then-
"Whoa, okay, okay, time out," Katsuki suddenly said.
All of us stopped, and I couldn't help but giggle a little bit.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I think. Just... give me a second."
"I'm not gonna lie, I'm glad it's your ass and not mine," I laughed, remembering how big Kiri was.
"How are you laughing right now?" he growled.
But I honestly couldn't help it. Looking up at him, seeing his adorable sweaty face staring back at me, his red eyes torn between enjoying this and being weird about it, he just looked so cute and funny all at the same time.
And there was also the fact that here he was, this tough guy, making himself incredibly vulnerable both physically and emotionally...
Oddly enough, from out of nowhere, I had the sudden urge to tell him that I loved him.
What the hell?
No, I don't.
Right?
And at this moment?
Fuck.
I shoved that urge down.
Like, way down.
"What's the matter?" Katsuki suddenly asked me, realizing that my expression had changed. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"
"Nothing," I said, trying to smile again so he wouldn't notice. "I'm good. Yeah, I'm great. Kiss me."
I held him as close as I could and kissed him hard as he started to thrust into me again. I tried to give all my thoughts and attention to the kiss and the pleasure and tune out the other thoughts because... they were nonsense. Obviously.
Finally he pulled back just a little from me.
"I'm ready," he said, taking a deep breath. "Let's try again."
Slowly, very slowly, as Kiri pushed into Katsuki, he pushed into me. Both boys gasped at almost the same time, and it was driving me crazy to know what was happening, but not be able to actually see it.
But damn I felt it.
Still very slowly, we started to match the rhythms of each other. This slow pace was all completely fine with me since I was still a little tender from earlier.
Katsuki stopped kissing me to stare over his shoulder. "Don't hold back because you think I can't take it, idiot!"
"If you say so..."
It quickly became apparent to all of us that, even though he was in the middle, Katsuki was the one in charge. It was up to him to set the pace, so we continued slow and steady.
Kiri held one hand on his waist and one on his shoulder, giving him some leverage; and the pressure from Kiri made Katsuki push into me harder.
Eventually, we were able to go a little faster. And then harder. I could tell by how hard he was fucking me that he was enjoying it, but Katsuki was muffling his moans by kissing me. It was cute and hot all at the same time.
"Oh god," Katsuki moaned into my mouth and I about died.
"This," I heard Kiri mumble. "Like, dude, this...Fuck! I don't think I'm going to last very long," he admitted.
I held on as Katsuki shoved into me hard and I felt like I might too.
"I'm going to cum," Kiri breathed. "Like, right now."
"Stop talking about it then!" Katsuki growled back.
I was all smiles. I held his face in my hands and stared up at him. "I can't believe we're doing this."
"Me either," he grunted before attacking my mouth with kisses again. "For this, you know I'm going to use you whenever I want."
I nodded eagerly. "Yes! Use me. Please."
"You take it so well, whore," he groaned, slamming into me.
"Oh, fuck!" Kiri shouted. "Fuck!"
At that same time, Katsuki reached up and grabbed some of my hair in his fist, pulling my neck back slightly and making my back arch before he attached his mouth onto my neck. It was both rage and passion, pain and pleasure.
"I'm going to cum if you keep doing this," I told him.
"No you're fucking not. Wait for it."
"Yes, I am."
"Fine," he growled, "Then make it good."
Without further warning he bit down hard on my neck and I screamed. But that was all I needed. I came hard, screaming Katsuki's name. It was one of the most intense orgasms of my life.
But he wasn't done with me.
"I told you to wait, fucking whore. Now I'm not going to go easy on you. Spread your legs wider, I'm going to cum. Now!" he shouted at me.
I did my best to open up for him as Katsuki's body gave one last jerk that almost made me wince in pain. I felt him spasm inside me before he relaxed and withdrew, both of us exhausted.
He stayed hovering over me, though trying to catch his breath. Then he looked around. "Where'd he go?"
Kiri was already over at his bed grabbing another bottle of water. "Dude, I finished awhile ago, that was crazy."
Katsuki ran his hand through his hair and then barked a laugh as he laid down beside me. "Like, what the fuck was that?"
I laughed too, it was all so wild.
I could only at stare at him, amazed. I hardly even noticed that Kiri had gone into the bathroom and left us alone. Katsuki rolled over and cupped my cheek in his hand before kissing me gently. Katsuki and I both smiled at each other and he ran a hand down my chest, swirling around some of our sweat on his fingertips.
"Hey..." I said slowly since we were alone. I felt like I needed to process what I'd felt earlier. Had it just been sex brain? People say all kinds of things they don't mean during sex. "So..." I started to say.
But then Kirishima was back and all three of us froze at the sound of people talking outside the cabin.
"Someone's coming," I whispered.
"I know I already did," Kirishima laughed as he handed us each a new towel.
"Shut up. It's probably the other two losers. You get them to leave, we'll go in the bathroom. Go, quick," he said, motioning for me to go.
"Why? Remind me why we care?" I whispered back as he grabbed our clothes off the floor.
"Just go."
He again signaled for me to go, but I guess I wasn't going fast enough because he pushed my shoulders toward the bathroom quickly. We managed to get in there and shut the bathroom door just as I heard the cabin door opening.
I turned the shower on to drown out any sound while Katsuki flipped the light switch and leaned against the counter, facing the mirror and obviously looking at himself. I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around him, kissing his back and neck.
"Sorry to interrupt your flex there, but you okay?" I whispered.
He glanced over his shoulder at me. "Yeah. You?"
I snuggled into him. "Definitely. I kind of can't believe that all just happened."
"I'm glad you enjoyed it."
"Did you?" I asked.
"I mean, yeah." He shrugged. "But I'm not gay."
"Baby, I know," I said, squeezing him around his waist. "Remember what we said – if it feels good, it feels good."
"You know there's muscles and stuff in there and that's why-"
"Stop it. I'm fine if this never happens again," I told him, "but I want you to know that you are amazing and that was amazing sex. All of it was, not just what we just did with Kiri. I'm so glad we got to experience that together."
"It was an experience, all right."
"Hopefully there's still a lot more to experience together," I smiled. "I know my mind is full of possibilities."
"God damn." He laughed softly. "How'd I get so lucky to end up with a little freak like you, huh?"
"Whatever," I said. "I'm the one lucky enough to have a boyfriend who gets me."
"A what?" he asked, turning around.
"What?"
"You just called me your boyfriend."
"No, I didn't."
"Yes, you did."
I pursed my lips together and we both stared at each other.
I hadn't meant to say that. It just kind of came out.
Was I sweating? Or was it just the heat from the shower?
Thankfully he didn't wait for me to say anything. Katsuki closed his eyes and shook his head before pulling me in for a hug.
Resting against his chest, I thought about what I'd felt earlier. What I'd almost said but didn't. Was that for real?
No. Surely not. Totally sex brain. I'd only felt that because of everything we were doing.
Heat of the moment.
Not for real.
No way.
There was just no way that could be happening. Right?
"Hello? You alive?"
"Oh, huh?" I asked, realizing that I'd been staring into space.
"Seemed like I lost you for a second."
"No. Sorry," I said. I tried to smile. "Let's get in the shower."