Capricorn (f) x Leo (f) You're Not Innocent

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A/N beware gonna be sad
Capricorn's pov

  I stared at the camera as I grabbed my guitar before turning it onto record. I took a deep breath as a tear ran down my face.
  "Hey guys.." I sighed "A lot has happened since my last video. None of it good." I looked down at my guitar "For those who've been watching this channel for a while you probably know about my girlfriend Leo. Two weeks ago she committed suicide." Another tear rolled down my face "There's this song that explains what happened and I hope you enjoy."
I strummed a little on my guitar and took a deep breath once more before I started to sing.

It started out at school
Always saying she wasn't good enough
Rumours spread and stories told
That she somehow heard of
Leo had been hiding from me that she was being bullied again. She didn't want me to worry according to her letter.
And then the social network came
And it got so much better
Telling her to just give up
So she listened to the chatter

How do you feel now she's gone and her family is torn
I was the only family she had. I sighed remembering all the good times we had.
How do you feel now she's watching you live on
How do you feel now she's gone and what your words have done
You can try, you can cry, you can plead,
But you're not innocent

Started out with a razor
When she was shaving her legs
Then it got to a knife when
She wasn't with her parents
I had found about the cutting when I walked in on her doing it. She said she did it to feel the pain she deserved.
Always wearing jumpers and bangles
It got to suicide attempts
And then they pushed her too far
That she walked over the edge

How do you feel now she's gone and her family is torn
How do you feel now she's watching you live on
How do you feel now she's gone and what your words have done
You can try, you can cry, you can plead,
But you're not innocent

Well maybe next time, you won't let it get that far
I hope her bullies watch this and realize how far they pushed her.
You'll shut your mouth 'cause you know what the consequences are
It's blood on your hands, I hope you realise now
You killed her yourself, I hope you've figured that out
I'm never gonna forget Leo, I just hope she's happy up there. I still remember her hugs and kisses and how she cares more about my happiness then her own. I just wish I could of seen sooner and helped her become stronger.
How do you feel now she's gone and her family is torn
How do you feel now she's watching you live on
How do you feel now she's gone and what your words have done
You can try, you can cry, you can plead,
But you're not innocent

It's too late, It's too late, It's too late, It's too late
It's too late, It's too late, It's too late, It's too late
"Remember there are people who care about you." I cried "And if you ever need to talk message me please. It would mean a lot to me and I know it would mean a lot to Leo. Bye guys."
I slowly got up and turned the camera off. I saw a photo of Leo and held it close to me.
"When my time comes." I cried "I'll be with you love."
"I know." A voice whispered across the room, I gently smiled hugging the photo tighter. She would watch over me, I know it.

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