Voice Messages Left Unanswered,But Not Unheard (TehChaos)

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Message one
December 14,2016
2:40 PM

-Muffled crying- Hey Anthony,I just thought I'd....I'd..I thought I-I'd check in. You haven't um...-Shuddering breath- haven't been--haven't been recording lately...Tom said you turned him down when he asked if you would play Mario Kart with us. I-I know you said you never wanted to...to talk to me,but that's a bit..much..don't you think? I know you took the leave a bit..hard...but you didn't have to break up with me. We were fine,you know? It would've only been a few weeks,and I would call every day. So why did you leave me and go back to her? I should be happy for you and Jess,with the..with the wedding coming up. I-I just...we could..we could've worked out perfectly. I-I'm sorry. I have to go. -More crying,then the receiver clicks-

Message two
December 17,2016
5:43 PM

-Shaky breath- Hey...I just..I dropped out. Of the Derp Crew. GaLm was confused,and Tom kept asking why,but I just..I just couldn't. You don't even look at me when you show up,if ever. It's for the better,really. I've always been the outcast,the outlet for rage. So I'm leaving. I hope you're having a damn good life with Jess,because you've left me in my shattered one. Don't bother asking me to come back,even though I know you won't even think about it. -Choked sob- You don't need me,so why would you care? I'm not even sure why I bother leaving messages. It's not like you would ever listen to these. You don't even listen to me anymore. -Deep breath- I don't want any sympathy from anyone anymore. -Receiver clicks-

Message three
December 19,2016
2:49 AM

-Dark chuckling- Stupid,stupid,stupid. Fucking stupid. -Muffled thud,glass shattering- Fuck! Shit,my fuckin'..arm..-Long pause- -Soft dripping sound- There's blood everywhere...shit...no,no..no..this is good,right? -Laughter- This is good,isn't it? I'm worthless. Nobody cares! No-one will care if I hurt myself. You. Don't. Care. -Laughter turns to quiet crying- Nobody cares. -Whisper- I miss you..so,so much..so badly. But you..y-you don't love me anymore...just because of a s-stupid...prank...-Sniffling- Y-You f-f-fucking asshole. You never stopped to give me one d-da-amn chance to explain m-myself. -Choked Sobs- I-I ha-hate that I s-still love you,Anth-Anthony fucking C-Chaos. -Receiver clicks-

Message four
December 21,2016
7:39 PM

-Shaky breathing- I don't know why I bother. -Small hiss of pain- You don't care. -Soft whimper- Nobody cares. Nobody has ever cared. -Sharp intake of breath- You know,it doesn't really hurt. Sure,it bleeds a lot,and I have to have my arms covered all the time,and I can't wear anything but jeans. But it doesn't hurt. It only helps with the pain. -Sigh- The pills don't work. I'm pretty sure I haven't set foot in my kitchen other than for water in a week. But you know,-Dark laugh- the heartbreak hurts the worst. Just knowing that you wouldn't care if I killed myself on your front step hurts like a bullet wound that someone just dug a rusty knife into. Make it a rusted,barely sharp enough bread knife. I hate that I love you. -Receiver clicks-

Message five
December 23,2016
5:21 PM

You know,I've come to a decision. I'm not going to continue. I don't feel the need to go on in life,if all I'm doing is slowly wasting away from being malnourished. Yeah. I'm leaving this world,this prison,and the man who broke my heart and burned the fragments,scattering the ashes in the north wind.  There's no-one left to miss me when I leave,so why stay? No-one cares anymore. They've all given up. The only thing I regret is that I never got to tell you exactly how much I loved you before you left me for Jessica. I hope you have a plan for Christmas,because mine is leaving this mess. You know,I recall you saying that Jessica always wanted to get married on Christmas. Well,I feel bad for destroying that wish. Not really. You deserve to tell her why you can't make that happen,because this is all your fault. Goodbye,Anthony,because you're never going to see me again. -Receiver clicks-

Message six
December 25,2016
1:00 PM

Hello,this is John,and this is the courtesy call for my suicide. Take it as a suicide note if you will,because that's what people do now. Anthony,I hope you're sorry for leaving me and breaking my heart over something you didn't even understand. You never trusted me,and I realise that it was never my fault. So the blame is all on you now. I hope you're happy with Jessica. -Dark chuckle- Well,I'm not one to keep guests waiting,so I think this is the end. I don't feel bad about ruining all your Christmases for years to come,though. And Jessica will never get married with you on Christmas now,with what I'm about to do. Because you'll be so guilt ridden with the knowledge that you drove me off the edge,on this very day. I'm not sorry. I hate that I stil loved you. -Scuffling noises of something being moved- I would use rope,you know,but I didn't have any. So cables will have to do. -Deep breath- Goodbye,and Merry damn Christmas,Anthony. -The line goes quiet,a soft choking sound and a sound of movement- -Line goes completely dead-

WHooo...That was a doozy of a Oneshot. Sorry I've been so inactive,you guys! Take this angst in apology.

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