[曦澄 | XiCheng][MDZS Modern AU]: All The Things I Never Told You [~PART 1~]

〽️👁‍🗨 Chapter 89: Desire. 🔞 [!TW!]

Note:

Mature content in this chapter. 🔞  

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Source:  https://twitter.com/cinnamoningroll/status/1556241506251390976

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Lan Xichen spoke softly, stepping in front of him, and staring right into his eyes.

- I only regret one thing, darling. I only regret not bringing your Christmas presents along with me. I forgot them at my place, but I promise you  –  I promise you!  -  next time I come along, I will be bringing those. Because it would have been so perfect  –  to restrain you, little darling, to gag you, so that I could love you the way I want to, and so that you would listen, my sweetheart...

Jiang Cheng was paying all the attention he was capable of paying, wide-eyed and thirsty, but not for tea, and not for water, no. He just nodded now, not looking away, hypnotized.

- Good. I see that you are listening now. This is good.

The water was getting in his eyes, and he had to blink, but as soon as his eyes opened again he saw Lan Huan take the final step and now grab his waist, stepping into the shower and getting his hair wet too. The long dark strands fell over him, as the taller man leaned over him too and murmured:

- I am going to speak. And you are going to listen. And I am going to fuck you. Just like you begged me to. Just like I promised you. Do you understand, my love?

Jiang Cheng could only nod weakly now, his legs barely carried him, and he was panting just because of that grabbing, claiming arm around his waist. He could not stop his body from shivering, from yearning, from salivating, literally, thirsty, dying of thirst.

The long hair slid over his because of the shower water that was hitting onto Lan Xichen's back, and it now enveloped him, caressed him and he shuddered.

Gorgeous, gorgeous...

- You wanted me to cum... I will do my best to fulfil all your wishes today, my love... And I will do my best to answer all your questions, Wanyin, because we can't go on like this... I can't have you pouting any more, I can't bear to see you so upset and jealous over such small things, and I cannot take the pain of your insecurity any more... It's too much, darling. I am strong, but it's too much even for me... Do you realize that you are hurting me without even touching me? Do you, Wanyin?

The words were murmured in his neck, and Jiang Cheng was immensely grateful for the lack of eye contact in this moment, and he was grateful for the water running over his face, hiding his tears from his lover. He just nodded, and this nod was even weaker than the previous one, if that was even possible.

- Love, true love, should not be pain, my heart. Love should be joy. I want you to be happy, because I love you. I love you very much...

His hands rose up, almost by themselves, he could not control them in the moment, and he could only register that they slid up and caressed Lan Huan's bare skin, his arching back, trying to soothe him too. He desperately wanted to say something, something stupid and cliché, to calm him down, but he dared not. He dared not speak. He dared not hurt him any further.

- Turn around, my sweetest. Now.

He sobbed and quickly obeyed, turning to face the wall, eager to hide his face from him, hide his sobs and tears. It was better this way.