𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝔾𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕤 ℂ𝕝𝕦𝕓 ☁︎☀

Character Development

Hello, ladies and gentlemen,

Happy New years eve.

On this new years eve, I want to tell you something.

Ever since I was a kid, I'm always excited on new years.

But now... I don't feel the exact same thing. I just feel empty.

Before, I have the urge to rant in my small meme full notebook using a weardown pen. And it feels so good because I let it out on my system even if it just me writing the thing down.

I don't know why I don't feel excited anymore.

Maybe it's because of the painful bitter memory of last years new year, with no joy whatsoever, making bro, mom, and me sad.

Maybe it's because I miss the feeling of jumping in my great grandmother's bed along with my cousins and bro, which ended up tearing the sheets apart. Sorry, not sorry Grandma.

Maybe it's because I miss opening the prizes, watching movies, playing pranks, play bingo countless times and never win (all my life, I never won that yearly family bingo game), singing along Disney songs, and other things.

Maybe just because I miss them.

In this year, there are no more playing pranks, movies, singing along, jumping in the bed then got scolded, and many more.

No more.

Maybe the reason is all of those. Therefore, I don't feel excited anymore.

Because all the things that make me excited on new year is gone.

But.

A few moments ago, I realized something.

Life will continue to keep on throwing things at you, just to see you struggle.

No matter what you do, it will happen, over and over again.

But, just because of that, never ever give up.

Otherwise, what life do is useless.

Because it happens to make you grow.

Because it happens to help you get stronger.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Just like a story, it's called character development.

In your painful times, your character Is being developed.

If you give up, you won't developed.

But if you keep on going, you will level up.

Never give up. Otherwise you won't level up.

So I will try, to be happy and focus on the things I have now.

And so do you.

Happy new years eve, guys! I hope you learn something from my story.

Until then,

-Jane