AVENGERS ONESHOTS (requests are closed)

Loki ~ Dream Catcher

Request: caffeinated_gay could you write a Loki x reader where the reader is an insomniac?

My answer: ABSOLUTELY

Warnings: language

Words: 1851

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You watch your little sister drop to the ground. A bullet wound striking right in between her ribs.

You let out a blood-curdling scream as you rush over to her. "Megan! Megan!" You sob as you try to apply pressure to the bloody area.

"Y/N, " she weakly whimpers, "It's okay, Megan. I'm here, " you choke out, scared of the inevitable death of your sister.

"Why didn't you see him?" She whispers, "You are a spy, you could've stopped this, "

You begin to sob, "I'm so sorry Megan. This is all my fault!"

"YOU COULD'VE SAVED ME!" She screams at you, "YOU ARE A HORRIBLE PERSON!"

"EVERYTHING YOU LOVE WILL DIE!"

"YOU ARE NO AVENGER!"

"NO PROTECTOR!"

"YOU THINK YOU CAN SAVE THE WORLD? WHEN YOU COULDN'T EVEN SAVE YOUR OWN LITTLE SISTER!"

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You spring up from the mattress, panting, shaking, crying. You sit on the edge of your bed.

You curl your hands into fists to stop the shaking. "This is why you don't sleep, Y/N, " you mutter quietly so you don't disturb the sleeping God next to you.

"You should've just taken the medication as Banner told you. So, you didn't have to go through that again, " you mutter as you slip on a pair of sandals.

You open the door quietly and walk down the hall to the balcony. You take long, deep breaths of the fresh crisp morning air. Inhaling slowly, Exhaling shakily.

You grip the metal fence as you close your eyes.

"You had another nightmare, didn't you?" A female voice says from behind you.

You snap your eyes open and turning around to see Natasha in her pajamas. You nod as you look down.

"Y/N, " Natasha coos, "I was there that day. There was no way you could've stopped that. I couldn't even see him, "

"But the bullet was meant for me Natasha, " you whimper, "I should've died that day. Not her, "

Natasha sighs and pulls you into an embrace. "Megan was at the wrong place and the wrong time, "

"We were vacationing in France. That's a wrong place? It was a peaceful brunch. That's the wrong time?" You grow hysterical with tears.

"She was such a sweet girl. Full of light and would never hurt a fly, " you whisper, "Why do horrible things keep on happening to me. First the Red Room. Then my Parents. Then my little sister. What's next, you? Or Loki?"

"Nothing is gonna happen to me or Loki, " Natasha says in a firm tone. "Don't worry about it. Try not to think more about it and just go to sleep, "

You sniffle and wipe away the salty river flowing down the side of your nose.

Natasha gives you a small smile and walks away. You take one last glance at the skyline and then you shuffle back into the bedroom.

You take a quick glance at the alarm clock. You have another hour until you have to wake up.