The Adventures Of A Lost Girl

IIGMW PT 2

Fed up of being the shoulder you cry on

I want to be the shoulder you lie on

Everyday, every night

I'll be fine, I'll be fine

If you're mine

Fed up of being the one that you lean on

I want to be the one that you dream of

Everyday, every night

I'll be fine (I'll be fine, I'll be fine)

You were done being his relationship counselor. After the fifth time since that night you just broke. "Why don't you just break up with her?"

"Because I need a queen." He said as if you were dumb.

You let out a broken laugh, "God, you are unbelievable." You ran your hands through your hair.

"That night did not mean nothing to me!"

"Then why the hell did you leave? I woke up and you were gone. You might as well have been a damn good dream." He said sadly.

"Don't get angry at me for this, I'm not the one whining to my friend who is clearly in love with me about relationship problems!" You said angrily, gesturing with your hands.

"You are the one causing all of these problems for me!" His voice broke finally.

You tried to push back the tears in your eyes, tried to hide them. "Wow, sorry to be such a trouble. Come talk to me when you figure out whatever shit is going on inside your head."
Regret flashed in those beautiful eyes, "Y/N-"

"I am not some toy, Pan, and you are not hers. Don't let her treat you like one." Your final words rang like an echo in his hand as you walked out the door.

Don't you know I try

To forget about you at night?

Being more than just friends, oh I, need ya

'Cause I've been on your side

Long before this new girl came by

She does nothin' but tell you lies

I know

You tried to forget about all of that, but you weren't going to forgive so easily. He knew you better than that. You knew about the break up between them, the whole island knew. It was a loud, obnoxious fight. You were pretty sure both of them were screaming and crying.

If I get my way, I'mma take care of you

I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh

If you let me try, just one night, I can prove

I can take her place, let me get my way

Oh woh woh oh

He came and found you a couple days after the break up, you were sitting near mermaid cove. "Hey Y/N," he said walking up to you.

"Pan." You said nodding at him.

"Can I talk to you?"

"Sure...?" You said warily, he nodded and stood in front of you. He looked nervous and flustered, "what is this, Pan?"

"I'm sorry," he said brokenly. "I'm sorry I snapped and said that you were causing all those problems between Lily and I." You crossed your arms and he smiled gently, "may I continue?"

"Go on," you said nodding to him.

"You were causing problems in the best way," cue a raising eyebrow from you at that statement. "You were inside my head ever since that night, I haven't been able to fully relax and enjoy myself until that night. You just took over everything. But, I felt like I was cheating on Tiger Lily. So I let you go." He took a deep breath and held your hand, "I really like you Y/N, I think it's not healthy how much I like you. Will you go on a date with me?"

You took a deep breath and squeezed his hand, "before I answer that, can I say something?"

"Of course," he nodded.

You breathed out, "I left that night because I couldn't bear to face the look of regret I'd see on your face. I couldn't be vulnerable and watch the door get slammed back in my face again, after it's been done so many times." You sighed again, "I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions and slamming the door in your face."

"Apology accepted, do you accept mine?"  He asked tentatively.
"That I do Pan, that I do." You nodded.

"So what's your answer?" He said smiling crookedly.

You rolled your eyes smiling, "yes, I will go on a date with you."

He smiled in victory as he pulled you into a hug.

If I get my way, I'mma take care of you

I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh

If you let me try (me try), just one night, I can prove

I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh

If I get my way, I'mma take care of you

I can take her place, let me get my way (ooh)

If you let me try, just one night, I can prove

I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh

You guys i'm so fucking happy right with things happening in my personal life and just fuckkkkk i hope something bad doesn't happen 😂

BUT MY SENIOR YEAR STARTS TOMORROW WHAT THE FUCK

I HAVE THE IQ AND BRAVERY OF A CHICKEN NUGGET.

HOW DID I MAKE IT TO SENIOR YEAR

i probably made it because of three things tho (cheese alert) you guys, my bitch ass friends that i love so much and then my family (my dog especially)

i'm really excited for classes to start because i don't have bad classes all year (no math besides accounting, and no science except for astronomy for a science credit and astronomy is said to be easy so fuCK YEAH)

and i have art classes and english classes, plus some history in there which means i have such an easy yearrr blessssss 🙏🏻
*knocks on wood so i don't jinx*

but y'all let's just hope that pervert isn't in any of my classes, i don't think i'll be able to hold back from losing it ok that Toe Elf Boy

I'm just a freaking mess okay bye 😂💕