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IN NANDINI'S ROOM:
(They all went out from nandini's room. Manik was also going to go out but nandini immediately holded his hand stopping him and made him turn towards her and stood in front of him but manik was not looking towards nandini at all. Nandini cupped manik face to make him look towards her but he didn't budge and kept looking at ground only.)
N: I am sorry Mani.. Please.. mujhe maaf kar do.. I am sorry.. (But manik didn't budge.) I am sorry.. (Nandini spoke with tears in her eyes. She felt hurt that her manik is ignoring her and she very well knew that she deserves it as she has hurt manik though unintentionally.) Kya mani itna gussa hai apni angel se ki vo uski taraf dekhega bhi nhi? (After listening nandini's crying and helpless voice, he couldn't stop himself and looked towards nandini.) I am sorry mani.. Please...
M: Nhi nandini... (Nandini became shocked listening manik addressing her from her name but not angel. Now, she knew that she have hurt manik much more than she thought.. )
M: Tum kyun sorry bol rahi ho nandini? Sorry toh mujhe bolna chahiye... (Manik spoke in a serious tone with tears stinging in his eyes. Nandini became shocked and confused listening to it.) Galti toh saari meri hai..
N: Mani.. ye tum kya bol rahe ho?
M: Sahi toh bol raha hoon main.. saari galti meri hi hai.. Meri hi galti hai jo main itni koshish karne ke baad bhi tumhe ye nhi samjha paya ki tum mere liye kitni important ho.. tumhe khud pe yakeen nhi dila paya.. (Now, manik has also tears in his eyes feeling that how much he was hurt seeing nandini in that condition in the morning.)
N: Nhi mani.. tum galat soch rahe ho... aisa bilkul nhi hai..
M: Aisa nhi hai toh kaisa hai nandini.. Maine kal ghar pe bhi tumhe bataya tha ki tum jaan jo meri.. tumhara pura haq hai mujh par aur mere liye tumhari khushi se badhkar kuch nhi hai.. aur fir unn professor wale incident mein bhi tumhe samjhane ki koshish ki ki tumhari khushi se badhkar mere liye kuch bhi nhi hai, tum mere liye sabse zyada important ho.. par tum kuch samajh hi nhi payi.. tum mujh par yakeen hi nhi kar payi.. maine tum se sab kuch share kiya.. har baat.. jo maine aj tak apne dil mein daba kar rakha tha bina kisi hesitation ke tumhare samne rakh diya.. tum pe trust kiya.. par meri itni koshish karne ke bawjood bhi tum mujh pe itna bhi trust nhi kar payi ki tum mujhse apna dard baant lo... tum ye nhi samajh payi ki main tumhe dard mein nhi dekh sakta... tum ye nhi samajh payi ki tum mein jaan basti hai meri.. tum mujh par trust nhi kar payi... (Nandini was continuously nodding her head in no seeing manik so much hurt because of her.)
M: Bolo nandini.. kya tumhe ek baar bhi mera khyaal nhi aaya ki tum mujhse apna dard baant lo? Kya main tumhare liye itna paraya hoon ki tum mujhse apna dard nhi baant payi? Kya itni hai importance hai tumhari life mein meri ki tum mujh pe trust nhi kar payi ki tum mujhse apne dil ka dard baant payo? Kya tum mujhe bilkul bhi apna nhi maanti? (Nandini immediately hugged manik and started saying cryingly.)
N: Nhi mani, aisa bilkul bhi nhi hai.. tum sab galat samajh rahe ho.. tum bhut zyada important ho mere liye and i trust you with my life with all my heart.. Mani, believe me.. main ye sab tumse share karna chahti thi.. (manik couldn't see his nandini crying so much so, he also hugged her.) Tumhe pata hai ki itne saalon tak maine apna sara dard apne dil mein daba kar raka aur kabhi kisi se share nhi kiya lekin itne saalon mein pehli baar main kisi se apna dard baantna chahti thi, kisi ke saamne kamzor padna chahti thi... aur vo bhi sirf aur sirf tumhari wajah se.. kyunki pehli baar mujhe laga ki koi hai jiske saamne main kamzor pad sakti hoon.. haan manik.. believe me.. vo sirf tum hi the jiska chehra meri aankhon ke saamne aya mera dard baantne ke liye.. Believe me manik main khud tumhe sab batana chahti thi.. main dodh kar tumhare paas aana chahti thi aur tumhari baahon mein khud ko chupa leni chahti thi kyunki mujhe pata hai ki yahan duniya ka koi dard mujhe chu bhi nhi sakta, duniya ki koi takleef meri taraf aa bhi nhi sakti..because i know.. i am at the safest place when i am in your arms... (Manik tightened the hug giving nandini much needed assurance and comfort.) Main apne dil ka har dard tumse baantna chahti thi kyunki mujhe pata tha ki tum mujhe sambhal loge, mujhe same loge.. believe me.. main tumhe sab batana chahti thi lekin... (Nandini stopped in between and manik asked.)
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MaNan: Can I Love Her ?Fanfiction
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