Chapter- 13-5

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(Manik was hugging nandini and spoke sobbingly.)

M: Nhi nandini.. saari galti meri hi hai.. Please tum sorry mat bolo.. I am sorry.. I am so sorry nandini.. I am sorry.. (He spoke with tears in his eyes and nandini became confused that why he is apologising and is crying this much, why he is holding himself guilty. So, she broke the hug and asked manik.)

N: Mani.. Ye tum kya bol rahe ho? Tum sorry kyun bol rahe ho? Abhi-abhi toh maine samjhaya na? Toh fir...

M: Nhi nandini.. galti sach mein meri hi hai.. Main pehle apne dard mein aur fir apni khushi mein itna kho gaya ki main ye dekh hi nhi paya ki tum apne dil mein kitna dard chupaye baithi ho.. ye dekh hi nhi paya ki tumhari uss pyari si smile ke peeche kitna dard chipa hai.. I am sorry ki main ye jaan hi nhi paya ki tum kitni hurt aur sad ho.. I am sorry.. Please.. mujhe maaf kar do.. (Now, nandini came to know he was hoding himslef guilty. So, she cupped her face to look in his eyes but manik was not looking in her eyes.. so, she spoke.)

N: Mani.. mani.. meri taraf dekho.. look at me.. ( She made him look at her and Manik looked at her. Nandini saw guilt in his teary eyes and she knew what she has to do.) Mani.. tum aisa kyun soch rahe ho... iss sab mein tumhari koi bhi galti nhi hai.. jab tumhari koi galti hi nhi hai, toh tum khud ko guilty kyun samajh rahe ho? (Manik spoke with more tears in his eyes.)

M: Nhi nandini.. saari galti meri hi hai.. main tumhara dard dekh hi nhi paya.. Sab meri aankhon ke saamne tha lekin main itna selfish ho gaya tha ki tumhara dard dekh hi nhi paya.. Bas apne hi dard aur fir khushi mein khoya raha... I am sorry ki main tumhara dard nhi dekh paya.. (Nandini spoke sternly but lovingly to make him understand.)

N: Kaise dekhte tum mera dard, jab maine tumhe koyi mauka hi nhi diya ye janne ka ki main dard mein hoon.. Tum mera dard toh tab dekhte jab main sad hoti, but i was all happy and smiling.. and believe me i was actually happy.. (Now, nandini spoke calmly with a smile on her face.) Mani.. itne saalon mein peehli baar main dil se khush thi aur iss sab ki wajah tum sab the.. tumhare hote huye sach mein mera dard kam ho gaya tha.. Haan.. mujhe har pal vo baat yaad thi par tum sab ke hote huye uss dard ka ehsaas kam ho gaya tha.. (She holded manik's face firmly and spoke more firmly looking directly in his eyes as if talking directly to his soul and making him understand.) Aur mani.. tum ye kyun bhul rahe ho ki vo tum hi the jisko doubt huya aur tumne chachi se pucha aur aj tum hi vo ho jisne mera sara dard mujhse le liya aur mujhe khushiyan de di.. (Manik understood nandini's point and is happy that he is the one because of whom nandini is at peace now but some sort of guilt is still there and nandini knew it.. so, she spoke.)

N: Mani.. please khud ko guilty mat samjho... Mani.. ek guilt ke saath rehna bhut mushkil hota hai aur vo bhi tab jab tumhari koi galti hoti hi nhi aur tum ye baat bhut acche se jante ho. Please mani.. khud ko aise takleef mat do.. Agar main tumhari jagah hoti.. toh mujhe bhi kabhi ye pata nhi chalta ki tum dard mein ho.. Please mani.. iss baat ko bhul jao.. mere liye.. Please.. (Manik can do anything for nandini and when she has involved her name in it.. so there is no chance that he will go against her wish. Moreover, he now understood that whatever nandini is saying is right. So, manik smiled and nodded in yes and nandini smiled brightly seeing it and hugged manik who hugged her back tightly.)

(MaNan were hugging each other with a sweet smile on their face. Nandini asked still in the hug..)

N: So, ab no gussa na? (Manik sighed smilingly and spoke.)

M: Angel.. (He was going to say further but listening angel from manik's mouth, nandini became happy and immediately broke the hug which surprised manik but nandini's next words brought a beautiful smile on his face.)

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