MaNan: Can I Love Her ?

Chapter 12-11

Though i wasn't going to write the update as i was busy, but i got off from office today, so, i got time and so, here is your update.

This full update is emotional and cute at the same time. I hope you will love it. This whole update is full of chachi describing nandini's childhood. Some may find it boring, but this is the need of the story, so, i have to put that. I hope i put up to your expectations. If not, then i am really sorry guys. 

I request you guys to please go through end of chapter 12-10 once before starting reading this chapter as it will help you to get link to this chapter.

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IN NANDINI'S HOME:

IN NANDINI'S HALL:

(Navya made chachi sat on the sofa. They all were crying realising nandini's pain. They can't even imagine the depth of nandini's pain which she is holding in herself from so many years. Chachi was crying. All other's were condition is just the same, they all were crying, aansun rukne ka naam hi nhi le rahe the unki aankhon se aur rukte bhi kaise, ye unki jaan ke dard ke aansun the, jo sab mein khushiyan baantti hai, usne itna dard chupa rakha hai apne dil mein, ye sochkar hi vo itne dard mein the. Chachi started speaking while crying.)

CHACHI: Sirf 8 saal....  8 saal ki thi meri bacchi jab usne ye sab saha. Ek 8 saal ki bacchi ne uss din apna sab kho diya, meri bacchi uss din hum sabse bhut dur chali gayi aur ek aisi nandini aayi jiss se hum sab anjaan the.. Kho di maine meri bacchi uss din... Kho diya maine usse... Kho diya... Ek 8 saal ki bacchi ko pata hi kya hota hai, jis samein usse apna childhood jeena tha, uss samein uss se uski amma ka aanchal aur appa ka haath cheen gaya. Meri bacchi sab logon ke beech hoti hui bhi akeli ho gayi. Toot gayi vo, is tarah bikhar gayi ki usse sambhalna tak mushkil ho gaya. Uska dard itna badh gaya ki vo bas aansunyon mein behta hi gaya par uske aansun thame nhi balki badte hi gaye. Meri bacchi ne itna dard saha aur do din tak bas roti hi rahi. Bechaari kab rote-rote thak kar so gayi, usse pata hi nhi chal aur uss ek raat ne sab badal diya. Pata nhi uss ek raat jab vo soyi, toh kya uske dimag mein, jo uske baad sab badal gaya, hamari nandu badal gayi. Maine uss raat apni bacchi ko kho diya... kho diya usse. Iss tarah meri bacchi khoyi ki fir vo vapis hi nhi aayi bas uss andhere mein kho kar reh gayi vo. Uss din se rishabh ki maa ban gayi vo, khud hansna khelna sab chod diya. Hansna kya meri bacchi ne toh rona bhi chod diya uss din ke baad. Bas ek kal ka din hota hai jab vo pure saal ka dard apne dil mein se nikalti hai aur apne dil ko halka kar deti hai. (They all have tears in their eyes. Now, chachi had a sad smile among her tears reminiscing their old happy days which were now just a memory for them.)

CHACHI: Tumhe pata hai nandini hum sab ki laadli thi aur bhaiya-bhabhi ki toh jaan thi vo, unki princess thi vo. Infact, pure ghar ki jaan thi vo, ghar ka pehla baccha jo thi. Bhaiya humesha uski har chotti-badi wish puri karte the aur vo bhi khoob tantrums dikhaya karti thi. Agar koi sunday ke din kaam par jata toh pura din mooh fulakar baith jati thi kyunki uska rule tha ki sunday means family day, so, no work on that day. Jab vo mooh fulakar baith jati thi, toh pura din sab milkar usse khoob pamper karte the, bhabhi aur maine uske favourite dishes banana, bhaiya aur tumhare chacha uske liye toys late the, amms usse gaana sunati thi aur fir tab jaakar manti thi vo. Humesha koi na koi demand khadi rehti thi uski, pura din bas yahi kehna ki amma mujhe ye chahiye, appa ye chahiye, chachi ye laakar do, chacha yahan lekar chalo aur uski demands koi badi-badi nhi hoti thi, uski demands ussi ki tarah masuum si thi, usse chotti-chotti cheezon mein hi khushi milti thi, kabhi chocolate toh kabhi teddy bear, kabhi family time toh kabhi park mein ghumne jana, kabhi apne appa ko ghoda banakar ghud-sawari karna toh kabhi apne chacha se kehkar barbie doll mangwana. Ye thi hamari nandu. (Fab3 and navya had a sweet smile on their lips among their tears on hearing sweet childhood memories of nandini and getting to know a cute innocent nandu. Manik was hearing each thing attentively as if trying to remember each and every word, as if trying to picture small cute little nandini in his mind and heart. Chachi's next words made them back to reality and they again became sad and their eyes became teary.)