Chapter 9-5

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Manik finally shared his pain with nandini and now, it's nandini's turn to take his pain away from him.

Manik was hugging nandini from her waist with his head snuggling more and more in her stomach and his hands holding nandini tight and nandini was ruffling his hairs and hugging him. After some time...

N: Manik meri baat sunoge? (Nandini made manik came out from her stomach and made him lay with his head on her lap and started ruffling his hairs and manik immediately hold her other hand and brought it near to his heart.)

(Manik in mind: Nandini, m aj sirf tumhari hi baat sunna chahta hoon, manna chahta hoon. Please nandini mujhse mera pain lelo aur mujhe hamesha ke liye sukoon dedo. Please.) (Nandini saw in manik's eyes which were pleading to her to take away all his pain and nandini was all ready to take that pain away from him, so, as if understanding his emotions, she blinked her eyes in assurance and manik smiled to it.)

N: Acha manik, ab m jo bolungi, Dhyan se sunna? Aur tum sirf meri baat sunoge ab aur kuch nhi bologe. Ab tak maine tumhari baat suni thi na, toh ab tum meri baat sunoge? Thk h? (Manik bobbed his head like a kid and agrees to her each and every word and nandini smiled to it.)

N: Manik tum bure nhi ho, tum bilkul bhi bure nhi ho. Infact, u have the most purest heart. Haan manik, tumhara dil bhut accha h kyunki tumhara dil ek bacche ka dil h aur ek baccha kabhi bura nhi ho sakta. U are child at heart, toh tum bure kaise ho sakte ho? (Manik was just listening to nandini and looking in her eyes and her each and every word is directly reaching to his heart and touching his soul.) Aur manik, kisne kaha tumse ki tumhare dad tumse pyaar nhi karte? (Manik got startled listening to it but he choose to keep quiet because he knows that whatever nandini will say, she must have reason for it and he trusts her completely, so, he doesn't find any need to argue with her but instead he smiled to her.) Manik, har kisika pyaar jatane ka tarika alag hota h, koi openly pyaar ko express karta h, koi gifts dekar express karta h, koi care dikhakar express karta h, har kisi ka alag tarika hota h. Manik tumhare dad ne kabhi tumhe nhi kaha ki vo tumse bhut pyaar karte hain, par iska matlab ye nhi h ki vo tumse pyaar nhi karte. Manik tum khud hi socho, vo tumse door pune mein rehte hain, din raat mehnaat karte hain apne business ko badhane ke liye, kiske liye manik? Sirf aur sirf tumhare liye manik, sirf tumhare liye. (Nandini's words were reaching to his heart and he was understanding her and this realisation that his dad love him too made him happy.) Manik tumhare paas toh fab5 h tumhe support karne ke liye, hamesha tumhare saath rehne ke liye, jinke saath tum enjoy karte ho, khush hote ho, par unke paas kaun h manik? Vo toh bilkul akele rehte hain pune mein manik, unke paas toh koi bhi nhi h unka dhyan rakhne ke liye, par unhone kabhi complain nhi kia. Vo itna hardwork kar rahe hain business ko new heights par pahunchane ke liye sirf isiliye taki tumhe kabhi future mein koi problem na ho, tumhe har luxury di taki tumhe kabhi koi problem na ho, tumhe kabhi paise ki kami na ho, tum hamesha comfort se raho. Manik unhone kabhi tumhe nhi kaha ki aakar business sambhalo aur music chod do kyunki vo jante hain ki music tumhari life h, vo sirf ye chahte hain ki tum khush raho aur life enjoy karo isliye kabhi tumhe force nhi kia kisi bhi cheez ke liye, tumhe aazaadi di ki tum apni life ke faisle khud le sako. Manik vo tumse bhut pyaar karte hain. (By now, manik was in tears hearing this explanation of his dad's love towards him and he felt guilty of not understanding his father's love for him and nandini understood what all is going on in his mind.) Manik tum apne apko in sabke liye guilty mat samjho, tumhari galti nhi thi. (Manik was surprised that how nandini came to know about what he was thinking but then he realised that nandini knows him better than he knows himself.) Haan manik, isme tumhari galti bilkul nhi h, tumne vahi samjha jo tumne dekha, tum galat nhi the. M ye bhi nhi keh rahi ki uncle galat nhi the, bs unki galti itni thi ki unhe apna pyaar thk tarah se jatana nhi aya. Vo tumse bhut pyaar karte hain bas ache se show nhi kar paye . Haan, unhe tumhe hamesha support karna chahiye tha, m manti hoon, par, manik vo phase unke liye bhi new tha, vo bhi pehli baar dad bane the aur shayad unhe samajh nhi aya ki vo kaise apni responsibility sambhalein aur unhone ye raasta choose kia jo ki galat tha, par manik vo haalat bhi galat the na. Jaise tumhe koi samjhane wala nhi tha, vaise hi unhe bhi samjhane wala koi nhi tha. Manik please unhe maaf kardo. M janti hoon, itna aasaan nhi h ye, m janti hoon ki tumhe time lagega unse normal hone mein, unhe samajhne mein, unse thk se baat karne mein and you should take your time. Bs unke liye apne dil mein koi nafrat mat rakho, koi dard mat rakho, varna tum dil se khush nhi reh paoge. Please. (Manik was surprised that how nandini made him understand the fact which no one made him understand till date and he felt blessed to have her in his life who will always show him right direction and nandini is right it will take him some time to get normal with his dad because he never shared any such normal relation with his dad but atleast, he can forgive his dad now because even he wasn't at fault completely and this mere thought to forgive his dad give him so much peace that he can't express. His eyes were shining and nandini understood that manik has forgiven his dad already.) Aur tumhari mom, vo galat hain, bilkul galat hain par iska matlab ye toh nhi ki tum bhi galat bano. Manik agar ek insaan bura h, toh iska matlab ye nhi ki hum bhi bure ban jayein. M ye nhi keh rahi ki agar koi insaan tumhare saath bura kare toh tum uske saath acha karo, bilkul nhi. Par manik jo tumhare saath acha h, uske saath bura karna toh galat h na? Tum students ki ragging karte ho, par vo galat h na. Unhone tumhe kabhi kuch galat nhi kaha, toh unke saath galat karna sahi nhi h. Manik har insaan galat nhi hota.Agar tum sabko pyaar doge, toh dusra bhi tumhe pyaar hi dega. Manik tum dil ke bhut acche ho, tumhara dil bilkul pure h, ek chotte bacche ki tarah, apne dil ko aise hurt mat karo manik, khud ko aise hurt mat karo. Agar burai karne wala burai karna nhi chodta, toh acchai karne wale ko bhi apni acchai nhi chodni chahiye. Manik tum nyonika mam ki vajah se kyun monster ban rahe ho? Manik, vo nhi janti ki unhone tumhe khokar kya khoya h, unhe nhi pata ki tumhe khokar unhone kitna precious gem kho dia h? Tumhe pata h ek maa ke liye sabse important uska baccha hota h especially uska bachpan, uska vo ehsaas jab usse pehli baar maa banne ka ehsaas hua, tum nhi jante ki tumhari mom ne kya khoya h manik aur jab unhe is baat ka ehsaas hoga na, tab unhe pata chalega ki unhone tumhare roop mein kya khoya h. Tum bure nhi ho manik, buri vo hain toh unki saza tum khud ko kyun de rahe ho? Manik apne andar chupe manik ko bahar aane do, apna ye monster manik ka mask utar do aur real manik jo dil ka bhut acha h usse bahar aane do. Manik sirf ek baar, sirf ek baar apne aas paas ki achai ko, pyaar ko dekho. Manik sirf ek baar apni baahein failakar in khushiyon ka welcome karo and dekhna tumhe duniya ki har khushi milegi, sab log tumse pyaar karenge, sirf ek baar real manik ko bahar aane do. Please. (Manik smiled widely listening all this and now he doesn't care about nyonika anymore. He can do anything for nandini's happiness and what she is asking from him is only for his happiness and he is totally ready to welcome the new sun, the new life, the new world of happiness but with nandini.) Aur tumhare paas toh puri fab5 h. Dhruv, jo tumhara buddy h aur tumhari baat manta h, mukti jo tumhe apna bada bhai manti h aur tum role model ho uske liye,  cabir jo tumhara soul brother h aur jiske liye tumhari khushi se badhkar aur kuch nhi h aur alia(Manik immediately looked towards nandini as she stopped talking, nandini closed her eyes to calm her down and then smiled at manik and manik knows how much she is hurt but still trying to be strong only for him and he felt blessed and is falling in love with nandini more and more. He tightened his hold on her hand and nandini responded immediately.) Alia, jo tumse bhut pyaar karti h, toh kya hua agar vo tumhare saath nhi h, par tumhare paas uski memories hain aur tum mante ho na ki vo zinda h aur vapis zarur ayegi, toh jab vo vapis ayegi toh tumhe aise dekhkar usse acha nhi lagega. (Nandini was crying from inside while saying all this and manik also feels her pain. He can't even imagine himself in place of nandini. Only imagining himself talking with nandini about someone else is pricking his heart and he don't even want to face it in the reality, only the imagination of it made him restless and nandini toh is facing all that in reality, he can somewhere feel the depth of her pain while saying all that but now, he can't do anything before talking to fab5 and he promised himself, once he will talk to them, then no pain will ever come across nandini because manik will always be there for her and he will not let any pain come near her, pain ko face karna toh bhut door ki baat h. now, manik will never left her side and will not let her go from his life ever. But, now to give her strength, he tightened the hold on her hand and keep it on his heart and nandini instantly calm down because manik's heartbeats give peace to nandini.) Aur rahi baat guilt ki toh manik vo sirf ek aacident tha, usme tumhari koi galti nhi thi. Ab toh harshad ko bhi ye realise ho gaya h aur usne apni galti maan li h, toh ab tum bhi maanlo. Vo ek accident tha, jo kisi ke saath bhi ho sakta h, mere saath bhi.. (As soon nandini said that it can happen with her also, manik's grip on nandini's hand tightened and he immediately looked in her eyes as if saying that nothing can harm her, he is always there for her and he is very scared to loose her. Nandini sensing him getting scared caressed his heart over his shirt and gave him her most beautiful smile which instantly calms manik down.) Manik vo place aisi thi, ki koi bhi gir sakta tha. Manik vo destiny mein likha hua tha hona bs uske medium tum ban gaye, agar tum na bhi hote, toh bhi vo accident ho hi jata. Apne apko us galti ki saza mat do, jo tumne ki hi nhi. Manik bhut log hain jo tumse pyaar karte hain, tumhe khush dekhna chahte hain, tumhe hurt dekhkar unhe hurt hota h, unke liye khush raho manik. Dekhna, tumhare chehre par khushi dekhkar hum sab kitne khush honge. Manik hum sab tumhe sirf aur sirf khush dekhna chahte hain. Manik tumhare paas fab 5 h aur m bhi toh... (Nandini stopped immediately realising what she is going to say and manik also looked at her and realising nandini not saying anything, he couldn't stop himself and asked her.)

M: Tum kya nandini? Kya tum mere saath, mere paas nhi ho? Kya tum mujhe chod dogi? (Manik said in such a serious and sad tone with so much plead in his eyes that she can't deny him at all.)

N: Nhi manik, m hamesha tumhare saath hoon. Tum jab chahoge mujhe apne paas paoge. M just a phone call away, tumhe jab meri zarurat hogi, tum bina kisi hesitation ke mujhse baat kar sakte ho, mujhse kuch bhi share kar sakte ho. Tum jis waqt jis roop mein mujhe chahoge, vaise hi mujhe paoge. M ek maa ki tarah tumhe sambhalungi, tumhari care karungi, ek dad ki tarah tumhe protect karungi, tumhe samjhayungi, ek bhai ki tarah tumse ladungi, jhagdungi, ek behen ki tarah tumhe tang karungi, tumhare secrets share karungi, tumhe pareshaan karungi, ek dost ki tarah tumhari har baat sunungi, tumhe tease karungi.(Nandini in mind: ek lover ki tarah hamesha tumse pyaar karungi aur tumhe khush rakhungi.) Tum jab bhi chahoge, jis roop mein chahoge, mujhe apne paas paoge aur m kabhi complain nhi karungi. (Manik smiled widely listening to this.)

M: Agar m tumhe pareshaan karunga, tumhe tantrums dikhayunga toh tum mujhse gussa toh nhi hogi na? Tum mujhe kabhi chodkar nhi jaogi na? Tum mujhe pamper karogi na? (Manik said all this in such a cute babyish way making so cute cute pouts that nandini goes all aww on him.)

N: M tumse kabhi gussa nhi hoyungi, tumhe pamper bhi karungi, tumhara har tantrum khushi-khushi sahungi, tumhe mujhe kitna hi tang karna h tum karna, m tumhe kabhi nhi daantungi aur tumhe chodkar toh kabhi kahin nhi jayungi.

(Manik smiled more widely and just hugged nandini tightly and snuggled more and more in her stomach with all the happiness and peace in the world and nandini also embrace him with all her heart. Both are at peace and smiling to their fullest.)



So, finally nandini was able to give manik happiness and peace for his lifetime and nandini was happy to finally see manik happy and at peace. But the night doesn't end here. Ab ye din ki shuruwat mein manik was happy of finally realising his true love for nandini and after that nandini scared the hell out of him by pulling that stunt, then, they shared some best moments near the staircase, then, they enjoyed the party and were falling in love with each other more and more, then nyonika spoiled the party and hurt manik, manik decided to let go nandini but nandini's love for him doesn't let him do that, then manik shared all his pain with nandini, then, nandini consoles him and give him his happiness, his peace, now, the night will end with happiness only.. so, some more manan moments, talks, manik's babyness is on the way..... :-) :-)







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