MaNan: Can I Love Her ?

Chapter 6-2

N: Shh.. cabir bas.. maine kabhi nhi socha tha ki jo cabir hamesha sabko hasata h, usne apne ander itna dard chupa rakha tha. (nandini was also crying now. )

C: Nandini, kya m itna bura hoon. tum hi batao, ismein meri kya galti thi jo mere dad mujhse itni nafrat karte hain? meri vajah se maine apna bhai bhi kho dia. 

N: Nhi cabir, tum bure nhi ho. vo haalat bure the aur tumhare dad ye nhi jante ki unhone ek precious gem ko kho dia h. Tum itne strong ho cabir , khud itne dard mein hote hue bhi, tum hamesha sabko hasate ho. Tumhe pata h mushkil mein bhi jo dusro ko hasaye, vohi sacha insaan hota h, jo tum ho. yeh har kisi ke bas ki baat nhi. Tum ek bhut hi ache friend ho jo apne doston ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta h. Tumhare paas fab 5 h, jo tumhari family h, tumse itna pyaar karti h. tum bhut lucky ho, aise friends har kisi ko nhi milte. (Cabir was surprised on hearing such positive reply from nandini and somewhere he relaxed a bit and her next words completely shocked cabir and changed his point of view for forever.)

N: Aur cabir, tum apne apko apne bhai ki death ke liye kaise responsible samajh sakte ho. vo, tumhare bade bhai the, unhone tumhe bachakar apna farz pura kia aur tum khud ko responsible samajh rahe ho. vo tumhe hamesha safe and khush dekhna chahte the aur tumhe lagta h ki tumhe aise dekhkar unhe acha lag raha hoga. Vo jahan bhi honge, vo khud ko responsible samajh rahein honge tumhe is guilt mein, is pain mein dekh kar, jo ki tumhara h hi nhi. cabir unhone apna farz nibhaya, toh tum bhi apna farz nibhao aur unki khushi ke liye khush raho, taki vo jab bhi un stars mein se tumhe dekhein, toh vo bhi khush hoon aur tumhari smile se unhe sukoon mile. Kya tum apne bhai ke liye itna nhi karoge? (listening all this, cabir immediately wiped his tears and he finally smiled.)

C: M apne bhai ke liye kuch bhi karunga. u are right nandini, unhone apna farz pura kia aur ab m apna farz pura karunga. M unki wish puri karunga, hamesha khush rahunga.

N: Ye hui na baat.. (and nandini also smiled.)

C: Pata hain nandini, meri mom hamesha mujhe samjhati thi, par maine unki baat kabhi samjhi hi nhi. par aj jis tarah tumne samjhaya, thanku so much. thanku for giving me my real smile back. M hamesha hasta zarur tha, par aj tumne mujhe meri asli khushi dedi. Thanku for everything.

N: Its okay cabir. u just keep smiling. tum haste hue aur sabko hasate hue hi ache lagte ho. 

(Both nandini and cabir laughed at it. Then, cabir thought to know about nandini's feelings about manik.)

C: But, hum sabse zyada toh manik hurt h. (by listening manik's name, nandini became attentive and cabir noticed it.)

N: Haan, mujhe pata chala about alia. Par manik usse bhut pyaar karta h aur aj bhi uska wait kar raha h. i just hope she come back soon and they both will always be happy. (nandini said all this by not meeting cabir's eyes because she has no courage to see in his eyes because while saying all this, her eyes became teary but cabir noticed her sadness and also saw her genuine smile when she wished that both remains happy because she always wants manik to be happy. now, he was sure that nandini also feels for manik and is the right girl for him.)

C: Nandini, tumhe jabhi bhi meri zarurat ho, kuch bhi share karna ho, tum mujhse kar sakti ho. i will always be there for you like a brother. (Cabir genuinely said this because he doesn't want nandini to be sad and he felt a wish to always protect her like a brother.)

(By listening this, nandini has happy tears in her eyes.)

N: I will. Thanku so much cabir bhai.

C: Its okay... kya? kya kaha tumne?

N: Cabir bhai? Sorry agar bura laga toh.. m toh bas.. (but cabir doesn't let her complete her sentence and hugged her tightly, he also has happy tears in his eyes.)

C: Ofcourse u can call me. Infact i will be more than happy. ( Then, he kissed her forehead. only then , her phone beeped with a message.)

N: Vo mujhe navya bula rahi h, mera lectura h. m apse baad mein milti hoon bhai. 

C: Okay, you go. take care. 

(Then, nandini left from there.)

Nandini while going to her class

N: Thanku aiyappa. aj mujhe apne bhut khushiyan dedi. pehle mukti jaisi pyari si sis aur ab cabir bhai. thanku so much. meri is family ko hamesha khush rakhna aur inki khudhiyon ko kisi ki nazar na lage. Please aiyappa, always keep them happy. 

(Nandini was in her all world and she doesn't look in the direction and bumped with someone.)

Here, after nandini left

C: Nandini is an angel . She is really an angel. today she not only gave me my smile but also my peace and with that i got a sister too. i promise i will always protect her. When she called me bhai.. i felt like that i am the luckiest person in the world. Today, she gave me everything and i am sure she will surely give manik his peace, his happiness, his calmness and most importantly, love. She is the one for manik. M jhooth nhi kahunga, agar aj alia yahan hoti bhi, toh bhi m yahi chahta ki nandini manik ki life partner ho. Isliye nhi, ki ab vo meri sister h, balki isliye ki vo manik ke liye perfect h. maine itni calmness manik ke chehre pe kabhi nhi dekhi jitni us din thi jab nandini ne usse hug kia tha, infact tab bhi nhi jab manik aur alia relationship mein the and they claimed to be in love. Now i will make manik and nandini as manan for sure. ab manik ko uske hisse ki khushiyan aur sacha pyaar zarur milega.

(Then , he also left from there to meet Fab 5)

The day continues....