Fun fact: IIGMW wasn't supposed to have a second parter but y'all requested a part two and i'm really proud of this so here ya go 😂💖
You really didn't know how it happened, you were chopping wood with Felix and then you were summoned to Pan's treehouse. There, you comforted Pan through yet another fight between him and Tiger Lily. This time, she dumped him.
Pretty soon you were next to him, wiping his tears away.
This night, no, I don't wanna talk about her
Tonight, I really wanna fix your hurt
'Cause I can see it in your face
Your heart is breaking, heart is breaking
You really didn't know what compelled you to say what you did.
"Pan," you said gently, he looked at you with sadness written in his eyes. "She's not worth all of this, this isn't love." You said cupping his face to face yours, his forehead rested against yours.
"Well, what is love Y/N?" He whispered brokenly, you saw his shoulders visibly sag with sadness. You've never wanted to kiss someone so badly.
"Let me show you," you glanced back at his lips to his eyes, silently asking for his consent. "If you don't want me to, let me know."
He nodded, and your restraint broke. Your lips met his in a frenzy.
No, this night, no, I don't wanna hear her name
Tonight, no, I don't wanna play her games
'Cause I, I really wanna be the one to take you
One to take you home
He pulled back from the kiss "Lily-"
You pulled back too, "what?"
"She wouldn't," he shook his head. "She's always hated how close we were."
"Just one night Pan," your fingertips traced his bottom lip slightly, "just one night, I can prove it."
"Prove what?"
"Everything." You said.
If I get my way, I'mma take care of you
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
If you let me try, just one night, I can prove
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
(Hey, hey)
You did prove it t him, you proved to him that you loved him. You felt weird, it felt like a weight was lifted off your chest. When he woke up the next morning, you were gone. You couldn't bare to hear anything he had to say, because you figured nothing would be what you wanted to hear. Also later that week, he was with Tiger Lily again. It felt like you had been punched.
This time, no, I'mma make you see me too
This night, I'm never letting go of you
Tonight, I'mma put a end to all the waitin'
All the waitin'
You couldn't let this go, this night meant more to you than anything. He was your love, but you probably weren't his. You left, you worked double sometimes triple shifts just to avoid him at all costs. You weren't embarrassed. He eventually stopped you and told you he wanted to put those behind you guys. You agreed, despite the feeling of your heart shattering like paper thin glass. But you smiled, what was that saying again? The happiest faces hold the most depressing tales, it was something like that.
Fed up of being the shoulder you cry on
I want to be the shoulder you lie on
Everyday, every night
I'll be fine, I'll be fine
If you're mine
Fed up of being the one that you lean on
I want to be the one that you dream of
Everyday, every night
I'll be fine (I'll be fine, I'll be fine)
You were done being his relationship counselor. After the fifth time since that night you just broke. "Why don't you just break up with her?"
"Because I need a queen." He said as if you were dumb.
You let out a broken laugh, "God, you are unbelievable." You ran your hands through your hair.
"That night did not mean nothing to me!"
"Then why the hell did you leave? I woke up and you were gone. You might as well have been a damn good dream." He said sadly.
"Don't get angry at me for this, I'm not the one whining to my friend who is clearly in love with me about relationship problems!" You said angrily, gesturing with your hands.
"You are the one causing all of these problems for me!" His voice broke finally.
You tried to push back the tears in your eyes, tried to hide them. "Wow, sorry to be such a trouble. Come talk to me when you figure out whatever shit is going on inside your head."
Regret flashed in those beautiful eyes, "Y/N-"
"I am not some toy, Pan, and you are not hers. Don't let her treat you like one." Your final words rang like an echo in his hand as you walked out the door.
Don't you know I try
To forget about you at night?
Being more than just friends, oh I, need ya
'Cause I've been on your side
Long before this new girl came by
She does nothin' but tell you lies
I know
You tried to forget about all of that, but you weren't going to forgive so easily. He knew you better than that. You knew about the break up between them, the whole island knew. It was a loud, obnoxious fight. You were pretty sure both of them were screaming and crying.
If I get my way, I'mma take care of you
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
If you let me try, just one night, I can prove
I can take her place, let me get my way
Oh woh woh oh
He came and found you a couple days after the break up, you were sitting near mermaid cove. "Hey Y/N," he said walking up to you.
"Pan." You said nodding at him.
"Can I talk to you?"
"Sure...?" You said warily, he nodded and stood in front of you. He looked nervous and flustered, "what is this, Pan?"
"I'm sorry," he said brokenly. "I'm sorry I snapped and said that you were causing all those problems between Lily and I." You crossed your arms and he smiled gently, "may I continue?"
"Go on," you said nodding to him.
"You were causing problems in the best way," cue a raising eyebrow from you at that statement. "You were inside my head ever since that night, I haven't been able to fully relax and enjoy myself until that night. You just took over everything. But, I felt like I was cheating on Tiger Lily. So I let you go." He took a deep breath and held your hand, "I really like you Y/N, I think it's not healthy how much I like you. Will you go on a date with me?"
You took a deep breath and squeezed his hand, "before I answer that, can I say something?"
"Of course," he nodded.
You breathed out, "I left that night because I couldn't bear to face the look of regret I'd see on your face. I couldn't be vulnerable and watch the door get slammed back in my face again, after it's been done so many times." You sighed again, "I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions and slamming the door in your face."
"Apology accepted, do you accept mine?" He asked tentatively.
"That I do Pan, that I do." You nodded.
"So what's your answer?" He said smiling crookedly.
You rolled your eyes smiling, "yes, I will go on a date with you."
He smiled in victory as he pulled you into a hug.
If I get my way, I'mma take care of you
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
If you let me try (me try), just one night, I can prove
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
If I get my way, I'mma take care of you
I can take her place, let me get my way (ooh)
If you let me try, just one night, I can prove
I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh
You guys i'm so fucking happy right with things happening in my personal life and just fuckkkkk i hope something bad doesn't happen 😂
BUT MY SENIOR YEAR STARTS TOMORROW WHAT THE FUCK
I HAVE THE IQ AND BRAVERY OF A CHICKEN NUGGET.
HOW DID I MAKE IT TO SENIOR YEAR
i probably made it because of three things tho (cheese alert) you guys, my bitch ass friends that i love so much and then my family (my dog especially)
i'm really excited for classes to start because i don't have bad classes all year (no math besides accounting, and no science except for astronomy for a science credit and astronomy is said to be easy so fuCK YEAH)
and i have art classes and english classes, plus some history in there which means i have such an easy yearrr blessssss 🙏🏻
*knocks on wood so i don't jinx*
but y'all let's just hope that pervert isn't in any of my classes, i don't think i'll be able to hold back from losing it ok that Toe Elf Boy
I'm just a freaking mess okay bye 😂💕