SPOILERS FOR INFINITY WAR. IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT. DO. NOT. READ. I REPEAT. DO NOT. READ.
NOW THAT I'VE WARNED YOU I CAN'T BE BLAMED FOR THIS PAIN OKAY?
OKAY.
TIME PERIOD: YOU LEFT RIGHT AFTER THE END OF SPIDER-MAN HOMECOMING
OKAY LETS GO.
Peters POV:
Y/N was hiding something, she was always checking to make sure something was hidden in the trunk at the end of our bed. She thought I never noticed, her always guarding something.
So I did something that a husband should never do.
I looked through the trunk.
I found her usual sketchbook, some pencils even some makeup items along with sunscreen and perfume.
Then there was a box, it was large and was heavy. I opened it to find a wallet, a gun with bullets scattered all over it. The leather jacket she was wearing the day she got here along with the rest of the clothes she was wearing that day. And then a scrapbook.
Then I found something that looked like a wallet. When I opened it, there was a gray, clean cut eagle with its wings spread. It was smooth, something that couldn't be made handmaid. There was a thin plastic card beneath it.
Y/N's picture was there, I've never seen her look so fierce, so proud. She looked like she was staring down death itself. Underneath was her weight, height, birth date and other details.
"Peter, what're you doing?" I heard her was voice say gently, yet firmly behind me.
"I'm sorry," I turned, "I just had to know what you were hiding."
She leaned against the doorframe, her arms crossed and giving me the look she gave in that photo. It scared the hell out of me.
"Why didn't you ask me?" She gave me a look that broke my heart, the 'you didn't trust me look'.
"Would you have told me that it was this?" I raised the wallet in emphasis. I couldn't help the anger in my voice, regardless of what it was, she hid something intentionally.
"You don't even know what that is!" She yelled in frustration.
"Then tell me," I sighed, "please tell me why you hid it from me." I said desperately.
"You'd never believe me, no one ever did, hell not even damn Peter Parker." She shook her head angrily.
"Who?" I asked confused.
She laughed tiredly, "do you really want to know?"
"Yes," I grabbed her hands and pulled her closer to me, "I'm your husband, I want to know."
She sighed, then pulled me the trunk and gestured for me to sit down. I sat next to her as she pulled a book out of the book.
"Shield is-was, was a government organization, it was like the FEDS but more powerful, we worked our asses off." She shook off her anger, "but whatever, that was years ago."
"I got put into Shield when I was fourteen, youngest agent. Shield fell when I was fifteen, but I made a lot of friends during my time as a Shield Agent." She continued, smiling as if she was remembering her friends.
"How'd it fall?" I asked.
She got a dark look in her eyes, "Hydra infiltrated."
"Hydra?"
"Nazis." She said, causing me to grimace. Y/N taught me a bit about mortal history, so I knew what Nazis were.
"When I was ten, my parents were murdered," she flipped the book, and pointed to a weirdly happy man with tinted sunglasses and a pressed suit. "This man, Tony Stark, took me in. He had his friend Natasha," she pointed to a ginger haired woman glaring jokingly at the camera next to a man with curly black hair and a smile that shined bright. "Taught me how to fight and defend myself. Then the man next to her, their friend Bruce Banner, taught me everything I needed to know about superheroes and how they're powers work."
She turned the page again, then pointed to a curly haired fellow with a bright smile that was as stunning as Y/N's. In the photo, him and Y/N were wearing weird outfits wearing troublemaker smiles. Y/N was wearing a black leather jacket, a gray shirt, black jeans, and black heeled boots. The boy, was wearing a red and blue suit with webs all over it. She pointed at him, "Peter Parker was my first case as an Agent of Shield. I went to his school to help coach him into the superhero life, I taught him how to fight without his powers. He and I became close friends and had each others backs no matter what, I even stood up to Stark for him." (timeline doesn't work but whateva🤷🏻♀️)
I was curious, she seemed close to this boy."What were his powers?"
"He got bitten by a radioactive spider and could shoot webs out of his hands. Sounds terrifying, but was pretty cool." She laughed, "one time he was showing me something and accidentally shot Tony in the face with his webs. We thought it was funny, but Tony wanted to kill us." She smiled gently, "Tony would never admit it, but we were like his children, he'd do anything to keep us safe."
"What was Tony's power?"
"Tony wore a...robotic of sorts suit, it helped fight the bad guys."
"Natasha?"
"She kicked ass with no help it was impressive." She sighed wistfully, "she was my hero. Taught me that wicked punch I gave you when we first met." She wi
I could still feel the ache sometimes whenever she brought it up, this was one of those times.
"Bruce?"
"Turned into this big green guy called The Hulk, people called him a monster, but to me he wasn't." She shook her head smiling, "the Hulk was gentle when he wanted to be."
"Bet he loved you for that, it's one of your special skills." I nudged her shoulder.
"Natasha and I were the only ones to ever calm him down and keep him from wrecking shit." then she whipped her head to me, "what do mean special skills?"
"You see the best in people, it's valuable to your heart."
"Cheeseball." She said laughing.
"What about them?" I pointed to a man in red, white and blue standing next to a guy with a sharp hair cut and clean cut military suit.
She got a sad look, "that's Captain America, Steve Rogers was his real name. That's his friend Bucky, I couldn't get an up to date picture of Bucky before...." She shook her head.
"Before what Y/N?"
"Before he was frozen again, a lot of shit happened to Bucky, stuff I don't really know other than it was bad." She shuddered.
"Why was he frozen?"
"To keep him from doing bad stuff again, this guy got a hold of him and said a sequence, it sent him into Winter Soldier Mode. Basically a kill mode." She sniffed, "I didn't know him, never got the honor, but I knew Cap, Cap had faith in him and so did I."
I didn't like her being sad so I pointed to a guy with long blond hair, "who's that?"
"Thor, son of Odin," she deepened her voice and put on an accent. She saw my confused face and shook her head, "Peter would've laughed."
I hesitated, "were you and Peter...a thing?"
"A very brief thing." She said reassuringly, she grabbed my hand. "We mistook a very, very strong friendship for a love relationship. Don't get me wrong, I love him, he's my best friend but he is not the man I fell in love with. He's not the man that makes me feel butterflies in my stomach whenever he smiles at me." She kissed my cheek, "he's not you, my love."
Now that speech, I had to give her a kiss for. My heart got butterflies when she smiled after it. I love her, I'd do anything to save her if she was in danger.
I chuckled, "thank you for sharing all of this with me Y/N."
"No problem." She handed me the book and stood up. I leaned up and went to put the book in the trunk.
She walked behind me, "you know I would've loved if you-"
"If I what Y/N?" I turned around after setting the book down to find her gone.
And a pile of ashes crumbling to the ground where she was just standing.
DON'T KILL ME. PLEASE. ALSO YES, I HAD TO PICK THAT SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER. YES I KNOW I SUCK.
ALSO THIS CHAPTER WAS WRITTEN AFTER I SAW ANT MAN AND THE WASP AND FUCK YOU MARVEL
IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN INFINITY WAR DO NOT SEE THE FUCKING END CREDIT SCENE OKAY?
THERE WILL BE A PART TWO.
ALSO I PREWROTE FOR ONCE LOOK AT ME GO