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CrOxs'x POV

I don't know. That's all I can say

All I know is that I am always happier by your side

I don't know about love or life or anything. All I've ever known is loss

My family, my friends, every thing I've ever known hurts me and leave me eventually

I'm dumb and I'm stupid and I'm sorry. I'm sorry because I never deserved you.

I don't know what'll happen tomorrow. I don't know what'll happen next year. I wish I had the answers but I don't.

All I know is that I've never been happier with you by my side. I can't even bring myself to imagine a future where you hurt me.

You look at me and see all these wonderful things while I only see a scared and broken child.

I'm so glad to have the chance to tell my story, to finally feel heard and seen and cared for.

Even if I didn't tell everything, I never needed to. I know some people have it worse. They have it so much worse.

But you make me feel special and like I matter to someone. I can't do that for anyone and I am so sorry for it.

Everything I've been through feels like it was pointless torture.

I'm scared, I'm hurting, and I'm here.

So hello.

My name is Hunter.

Edit: I'm somehow not dead and I don't know how I feel about it

One one hand: whew. I was freaking out all night that I just wouldn't get up in the morning

I'm the other hand: Another day of existence

If I were I be smited by a divine force I would find someway to post these cringe fanfics in te deepest pit of hell.

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