Memories

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???'s POV

Where am I? I know where I am but everything's all blurred together in my head. It's too many places that I know. I was with Blue, or was it Killer? All these faces. I can't tell them apart. My name... What's my name? Do I have more than one? It's something I should know, but it's lost in the turmoil.

I feel so lost. It scares me. I see myself but it's not me. I'm a stranger in my own head.

This is what I've been trying to avoid. But how have I been avoiding it?

Sleeping... that's right. I'm asleep.

I'm scared. I'm losing myself. I need to wake up.

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I open my eyes. I'm in my bed. My entire body is shaking. I was dreaming, what was I dreaming about? I can't remember.

I look at the clock. 6:02 AM. Time for me to be up again anyway. It took forever for me to finally get to sleep but I'm not tired.

I pull my knees to my chest and cry. This is stupid. I don't have any reason to cry. For some reason, I can't stop. Life just hates me, huh? 

I want to lay here and cry. I cry for a long time, I don't know why. Once it started, I couldn't stop. I just lay there for a while, still awake. My mind is rejecting sleep. I still don't know why.

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See ya, imaginary people

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