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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
It has been a week since
we got back to school, and it hasn't
been the worst.
I have been catching up on work,
and I have spend most time in the library. Sometimes Lily or Remus
joins me, but most of the time it's William.
He says that it's his last year,
and want to spend as much time with me as he can.
Isn't he sweet?
I see you are getting to work too.
Doing homework and not being
late to class. I'm proud of you,
I really am.
Can I ask you something?
I might seem paranoid or maybe I'm overthinking, you know how I can be.
But, do you ever feel left out?
Maybe is my imagination, but I sometimes I get the feeling of it.
I know people don't mean to say
certain things, and maybe they
don't even realize it when they do
(at least I hope they don't)
but they can be harsh.
From time to time I feel that
people try to ignore me.
Sometimes I feel invisible, and sometimes I wish I was.
Maybe it's me being dramatic,
but when I'm with people, I feel that they don't like me or maybe
I annoy them.
Be honest, do I annoy you?
Sometimes I wish people would be honest with each other, but that would be far more complicated,
don't you think?
Don't ask why I'm writing this, please.
I swear everything is alright.
I just can't talk to anyone about this, because I don't want them to look at me weirdly, or accuse me of being melodramatic.
Sometimes I feel too much,
I think too much of everything, especially at night.
I'm sorry.
I'm rambling right now.
I can't even get my thoughts straight.
Maybe it's time to sleep right?
Goodnight, my love.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪