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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
Today was a good day.
I went shopping with Remus after work and I bought a couple of clothes.
I also got you a gift for valentine's and I got baby Harry some cute clothes!
That boy hasn't even been born and
I already love him.
Now that I'm with you most of the day,
I have to write when you're asleep.
I can never be too careful.
Can you imagine how I'm embarrassed
I would be if you found this journal?
I mean, even though we're together,
that doesn't mean I'm prepare to
let you read this. Maybe in a couple
of years, maybe.
Sometimes I imagine the day that you will read what is in this pages, and it terrifies me. What if you find it strange? If you do think this, you have to understand that I mean no harm.
This is just a way to express
my feelings, a place where I can be myself without feeling judge.
It can be overwhelming sometimes, having all this emotions.
Many people have different ways to express themselves and be free, this is mine. Kinda like therapy.
Even if you're my main focus,
I can't just ignore the stuff that
is around me, even if I wanted to.
But like I said before, this is a place to pour out my heart for you, because it had been yours for a long time,
and it will remain the same.
As I'm writing this, you're sleeping next to me. Your head is in my lap, your legs are spread all over and you're snoring. Yes, love, you do, even if you don't admit it. But at least you're not as
loud as a certain brunet I know.
It's late, and tomorrow we have
a big day ahead of us.
I just want to remind you that I love you, and that no matter what happens,
I will be there, one way or another.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.
I love you.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
YOU ARE READING
Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
