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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
Yesterday was the last Christmas
we're spending on the castle,
I can't help but be sad about it.
Time has pass by so fast,
that when I least expect it, we'll be out.
I don't know how to feel about that.
Should I be happy?
Relieved? Sad?
I guess I could feel all those,
right?
I'll feel happy because of all the people I have met, of all the memories
I have done, of all the things I have accomplished.
I'll feel relieved because
I have done all my classes,
and there will not be more bloody exams.
I'll feel sad because I will
be leaving my home.
I'll feel sad because I will not see my favorite people every day.
As I told you before, I will do
everything I can so we can
see each other often.
The girls and I are thinking
of getting a flat together,
isn't that lovely?
I'm pretty sure you'll be with James,
I don't even doubt it.
I can't lie, not to you.
I have to confess that I'm scared.
The future looks scary,
and I don't know how to manage
the thought of growing up.
Do you think I'll do good?
How would I know if I'm doing the
right decisions?
I have so many questions yet
so little answers for them.
Probably I shouldn't be doubting
myself, that's what you normally say
to me, but I have to do so once
in a while.
But give me time, and I'll be fine.
I'm always am.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.
P.s. thank you for your gift,
I will keep it with me at all times.
I promise.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
