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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
It's the day before our date,
and as I'm writing this, I am shaking from excitement.
You didn't tell me where we would go, but what you did told me was to
dress nicely.
Why are you vague?
I mean, there are different types of options to dress nicely.
Should I wear a nice blouse with jeans? Or a dress?
Should I put light make up,
or night out make up?
My head just keeps going around and around about all the things I should do, of all things that could go right and wrong.
Now I understand why James
was so nervous.
I guess I could wear a dress, not the kind for a night date, a comfortable one...and maybe some light make up?
See, my love?
You have me babbling.
It's embarrassing.
Can we talk about something else
to distract me? It's past midnight,
and my mind has no intentions
of shutting up.
Oh, I forgot to tell you,
I have been assigned a bigger recruitment in Poland, apparently
You-Know-Who wants as many
followers around as possible.
I'm departing in a couple of days,
which makes me sad because
I won't see you.
I hope time passes fast.
I haven't left and I already miss you,
but I'll have you right with me in spirit.
I'm not the only one with the task, fortunately. Even though Dumbledore knows I'm good at excel spells,
he thinks I would be able to gather
more people through my talking.
Apparently I have a way with words
of encouragement and goodwill.
Any way, even though the Order
is not big, it's probably for the best.
The less people that know about our main plans the better, that way
spies won't infiltrate.
Everyone has been really paranoid
about it. About who can they trust.
Even you.
It makes me sad seeing people turning against each other because of blood status, it makes me sick.
I have no suspicion about anyone.
No matter how hard I try, I just can't
see our friends on the other side.
I just can't.
My stomach turns at such horrible
thought. But let's keep it that way,
just a bad thought, a what if.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you soon.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
