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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
Today was of those days where
I don't feel anything.
Everything was normal as usual,
classes, conversations,
but I didn't feel happy, or sad.
I didn't feel anything.
My mind has been in the
clouds, I'm just waiting for him
to come back down so I can
feel normal again.
For the first time in a while
I fell asleep early, and I didn't wake
up in the middle of the night.
Instead, I woke up early.
Currently it's 6 am, I woke up just
in time to watch the sunrise.
Everyone is still asleep,
and breakfast doesn't start until later.
I don't really know what
to do at the moment.
I didn't want to study or read,
so I decided that writing you
would be a good idea.
So I am. While everyone is
enjoying their last hours of sleep,
I'm here, next to window.
It's more peaceful in the morning
when no one is around than
any other time of the day. Have you
ever been up early and just enjoy
the silence? It wouldn't hurt do
this once in a while.
As I was watching the sunrise,
ideas were going around my head.
Some were fun, others not so much.
You know when you're mind doesn't
shut up even though you want to?
Yeah, it's one of those times.
I suppose I shouldn't be complaining,
after all, it's what keep me going.
I had a strange dream last night.
I don't remember all of it, only fragments.
Some of the things I remember was
being in what it looked to be a cell.
There was no light and no one else around. My clothes were dirty and so was I. My wand was not there,
and I was hiding from something
or someone.
I remember having the feeling
of being scared, and lonely.
I had been waiting there for a while.
And right before I saw someone
walked in, I woke up.
I tried to fall asleep back again
to see if I could keep the dream
going, but it was impossible.
Once I wake up, I can't go back.
What do you think it means?
Does it even mean something or am I just overthinking it?
Either way,
I'm sure I'll forget about it later.
I should probably start changing to
go to breakfast. Hopefully I can
sit next to you in a casual way.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you later.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
