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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
Is it bad that I have a twisted feeling every time I see you sneaking
out with a girl?
I don't know if it's because I care
about you and I don't want you to get hurt or if it's something else.
I have no right no feel this way.
I truly don't.
You and I are good friends,
and I absolutely adore every second we spend together.
But I just can't help but wonder,
what it would feel like if you could treat me like you treat those girls?
You have kissed me in the cheek
from time to time, and even
held my hand. And while I feel
electricity and my head feels like a
mess, you act normal.
But I suppose it is normal thing for you.
I don't blame them, you know.
You are a very handsome and sweet boy.
I just hope they fancy you
because of who you truly are,
your personality and your everything that makes you sweet.
Not because you're pretty.
Not because of your name or reputation.
I can't help but feel a hundred wasps stinging my heart every time I see you leave with somebody else.
It's a selfish thing to feel when you
don't belong to me. I've learn that feeling this way will only make things worse. And I don't want that to happened.
No matter how much I want
that girl to be me. Or hw much I want you to hold me that way,
it's better if you don't know my feelings towards you.
Because Sirius,
I rather have you as a friend,
than lose you as a lover.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
