Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓

13 | when the party's over

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

This Christmas was one of my favorites, it was lovely.

I wasn't expecting you to give me a present, in all honesty.
I wasn't expecting anyone to give me one, but even James did.

You did surprise me when you
handed me a gift after giving you yours.

You laughed at my surprise face
and told me to opened it.

It had a fancy wrapping.
I didn't want to tear it because
it was so elegant. I looked at you
before opening it, but when I did,
I couldn't take my eyes off it.

It was a picture of you and me,
laughing, surrounded by snow.
We were hugging, and we looked
very happy. It had a deep blue frame, with a silver rose in the corner.

I remember that day, we were in hogsmeade and decide to take some pictures with everyone for the future. Remus told us to get together for the picture and we did. But I didn't took the picture with me, even though I wanted to so bad.

You smiled when you notice how
I didn't say anything and shrugged
❝is not a lot, but-❞

❝it's perfect❞
I said and I pulled the photo
closed to my chest
❝thank you❞

You grinned and I took the courage to pulled you into a hug.

I never felt so safe in my life being in your arms.

When the party ended,
everyone had exchange their gifts and said their good nights.
Although some people stayed a little late.

I gathered all my presents and stood up from my spot at the same time as you did. We locked eyes and I notice you had the same spark you always have when you're happy.

❝good night, Sirius❞
I said and you smiled

❝good night, love❞

I turned around to get to my dorm,
but I stopped.

I don't know what took over me,
but I turned back around and gave you a kiss on the cheek. I had to stand up in my toes, but it was worth it.

I think you were a little taken back,
but I didn't give you the
chance to say anything because I had ran up the stairs.

It felt like I was in a dream.
A wonderful dream.

I was laying in my bed,
watching the ceiling. It looked like I was in some sort of trance, so much that Marlene thought I had drink a love potion or something.

I can't erase the smile in my face,
is quite embarrassing really.

Why is it that I have such strong
feelings when it's dark outside? When no one is around to see me pour my heart out for you in these pages.

It seems that when the party's
over our emotions want to get out and revealed what we cannot do in the daylight.

But it's worth it, Sirius, you're worth it.

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

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