08 | can't let go

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

It's been three months
since I last wrote to you and I want to apologize.

I'm sorry, but I can't let go.

I can't let go of this feelings.
They just don't want to die and
I don't know what to do.

I thought if I stopped writing you
they would have stopped or at least become weaker. But seems that time only makes them stronger.

I tried.
I really did.

I even try to ignore you for a while,
but how could I?
You are one of the thoughts that
make me get up in the morning.
You are one of my reasons to be happy.

Is sad, isn't it?
I have such strong emotions towards
you and you have no idea.
I can't seem to get you out of my head and I'm barely in yours.

I'm sorry, my love,
but it seems that I can't let go of you.

A small part of me it's
thankful for that. Writing you it's a
good way to express what I feel
without saying it out loud.

I only hope one day I can say it
out loud, in front of you.

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.


𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

                            𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪

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