104 | whatever it takes

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

I had never felt angry at the
universe before. But this time,
I'm furious.

I'm angry and scared,
but not for me, but for the Potters.

How could someone be so full of themselves, creating hatred and committing murders, and in top of all
of that, go after a baby?

I'm so angry right now, I'm shaking as I'm writing this. I don't want to express what I feel physically, because I will end up hurting myself in the process.

As you know, Dumbledore came to Lily and James' house to tell us the worst news we have ever got. We were all watching a movie and taking care of Harry and Neville.

Apparently, you-know-who heard
a prophecy in which someone born in the seventh month was destined to kill him and save us all. The thing is that there are two babies that we know of that were born in that month, Harry and Neville. I felt my stomach drop as soon as those words were out of his mouth.

Of course, Lily and Alice began to cry, and Frank and James were horrified.
We all became afraid and nervous,
even more than before.

If he was going to come for one of them, that meant he was going to kill its way
to them. We're all in danger, especially because we are going to protect them with our lives.

We were supposed to be under the radar, not be the main target.

I don't want to imagine what is going to happen, and I certainly don't want to think about who is he going to come looking for.

My heart is breaking knowing that more people in our lives have to die. I didn't want this to happen, we were all supposed to be happy. We were supposed to watch them grow and live a normal childhood. And now?
They might not have it.

But we will protect them, no matter the cost. I will protect them with my life
if necessary.

They are my family now, and for my family, I will do whatever is necessary. Even if it means getting myself kill,
as long as they're all safe.

I'm scared,
and angry at the universe.

Why, out of all the pathways in
our destiny, did we had to cross
this one?

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you soon.
I love you.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

                            𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪

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