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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
Everything has been a tough time,
as you might have expected.
The days have been stressful,
the hours longer, and the anticipation has been killing us slowly. Although everything is quiet, that doesn't mean there is nothing lurking around.
The aura is not as happy as it used to be. Our energy has been dragging us
to the ground, and a part of everyone
is prepare for the worst.
Lily and James have put a spell in the house, where no one can know their location or their whereabouts,
only a secret keeper. Which no one is to know about in case one of us gets taken and we might reveal the information.
I don't even know who it is, and I'm not sure I want to know.
Alice and Frank have done the same thing. Dumbledore says that Harry
has a bigger risk, but we are not taking any chances.
As for us, we don't leave each other's sights. Each morning before going to work, either you or Remus walk me
until I'm safe. At the end of the day,
you two come pick me up and together we all go home. Having to look behind me has become a second nature.
We can no longer communicate with
our loved ones like before, letters
are being intercepted, and we can't risk of anything. I miss talking to my brother, and my friends. But even our families are in danger.
There are so many ways death eaters can hurt us to get information, and I know they're capable of doing anything just to know the whereabouts of
our friends.
If we were careful before,
now we're going to the extreme.
Being prepare for everything has never felt so petrifying.
I wish I had good news to tell you,
even a little bit of something good.
I wish I could tell you that even though
we're surrounded by dark, there a tiny light at the end, but that's not the case right now. Maybe there is,
but I can't see it yet.
I don't know if this is going to be the last time I write to you, or if it's going to be the last time I kiss you or see you or your lovely smile. I hope not.
I really hope I can make it out alive, as selfish as it might sound.
If this is the last time that I write to you, I want you to know that you have made me so happy, and that I have never loved anyone more in my life.
You are my sun and moon, my stars and world. I love you, and I want you to remember that forever.
For the first time, in a long time,
I'm looking at the stars, and praying
to the moon to protect us.
We need all the help we can get.
I hope that everything gets better, because I don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you soon.
I love you.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
