57 | it's complicated

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

Do you think that if I faint in
charms class they would let me out before the exam?

I'm trying to gathered ideas,
I really don't want to show up tomorrow.

I don't really have a lot to tell you.
Everything has been normal.
Same routine, I wake up, go to class,
homework, then sleep.

Boring is it?
But I'm not sure if I'm ready to
change that for an adult life.

Oh, before I forget!
Guess who has not insulted James
in some time, and I even catch this person smiling at him.

Yes, you know it.
I really hope they have a
chance together.

Tomorrow the professors wants us
to practice for the N.E.W.T.S.
I am terrified.

I wish I had your confidence,
because every time you walk
into a room, you seem prepare for everything.

How do you do it?
How can you act like the world
is at your feet?

I don't mean that in an
offensive way, of course.
It's just that I'm curious.

How can someone shine so bright
when the world is crumbling
down at its feet?

It takes practice, I suppose.
Practice and pretending.

Why are we so confusing?
I don't get it. I truly don't.

Sometimes I wish I couldn't
feel anything. It's complicated.

As I told you, I don't really
have a lot to write you, not today.

At this point I'm just avoiding
the fact that I have to sleep and
let another day come.

It's not exciting anymore,
but can I do?

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪

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