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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

Have I ever tell you that you
make me too happy?

Since our date,
I haven't been able to stop smiling.
Each time I remember what happened and what will come next and joy fills me.

I still can't believe you like me.
I would have never thought of that because I really believe you only
saw me as a friend. I guess we were both too shy to tell our feelings.

The girls have been teasing me every time they can, and I can't get enough
of the giggles they make everything
they see me smile.

I want our next date to happen,
but right now I'm in one of the
orders trips. I don't know how long
I will be here.

I discovered recently that I like to talk
to people, even though I can get
terrified how speaking in public.

I feel good knowing that I'm being
a part of the change, even if it's a
little one.

I have been meeting a lot of people, Dumbledore wants me to do as
many allies as I can, we will need
them when the time comes.

Despite all the horrors and hatred happening all the time, I still
have hope that it's going to end,
and this time for good. I don't know when, or how, but we will be safe
once again.

My day has been consisting of
speaking and meeting people,
and I'm exhausted.

And if you're wondering, yes, I brought along the journal. Better to have it with me at all times than at home when someone can find it.

It's early on the night,
I wanted to take the time to
write to you.

I don't know how long I should though, but I'm going to continue
until I am able to say everything
without looking crazy.

I like this job, but I can't help feeling homesick. I can't help but miss everyone, especially you.

I hope I don't feel like that each time I'm away, because if I do, it's going to
be more complicated than what
I anticipated.

By the way, I am planing our date
in my free time. Maybe it won't be
as fancy as yours, but it will be worth
the time. I hope.

Wish me luck, and please, be carful.

I know I say it a lot,
but I truly don't know what I would
do if something happens to you.

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you soon.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

                            𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪

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