Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓

65 | not together

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

My parents let me stay in school this Christmas because it's my last,
isn't it great?

Today I went to hogsheads
alone to buy some presents
for everyone.

I went alone because I just wanted to walk by myself. Don't get me wrong,
I love our friends company,
and yours too, but I just wanted to spend some time alone.

While I was getting James' present,
the guy attending the shop
kept looking and sending me smiles.
He even winked.

But there's something bad about it. I couldn't return the flirt. I just smiled
at him and went my way.
Maybe is because if I flirt with anyone else I feel like I'm betraying you, somehow.

I know we're not together,
don't you think I know that?

It's because I'm so focused
on you, that other boys don't
catch my attention.
It's kinda sad.

I don't feel bad about it,
if that's what you're wondering.

But anyway, I bought all of the
presents and put them in my bag,
where I had to put a charm.

It was cold day, as usual,
Christmas is coming up, and I
couldn't be happier.

But the is something I need to tell you, because if I don't tell antepone,
I might explode.

Well, as I was about to reach the
main hallway, I took a shortcut
that you showed me one day
we were in the kitchen.

As I walked there,
I heard giggles.

Let me tell you, that I do not spy
on people, and I was going to walk
away right away, but I saw
someone's particular glasses and I couldn't move.

I was so excited, that I stayed there
for some seconds. James was in
fact with a girl, and it was a Gryffindor girl, I saw the scarf.

I don't know who it was because they were about to see me,
I only saw a glimpse of James' smile and the girls giggle.

I really hope it was Lily,
wouldn't it be delightful?

Should I ask James?
Maybe not, I don't know,
tell me what you think.

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

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