Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓

74 | lost and found

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

This pass years have been all
over the place. Mostly for me.
It's strange how much everything can change so fast and sudden.

Sometimes I felt good.
Everything was a delight and everything around me was pink. I didn't see anything wrong because I was surrounded by love.
It's all I could ask for.

Yet there were times were everything was falling apart. I felt changed, sometimes. I felt sad and lonely,
even though everything was okay
in the outside.

I suppose it's the age where
you're confused. I just hope
it doesn't come again.

The feeling of being lost it's not a pleased one. I don't want anyone to experience it, is it too much to ask?

Oh, but the feeling of being found
is rejoicefull. I wish everyone could experience it. The feeling of being loved, of being happy and free.

I was lost,
I'm in the process of being found.

In our years, I just realized how much everything has changed.
How much you and I have changed.

We're young.
Our lives are ahead of us,
and I can't wait to see the rest of us.
We've grown so much, even if we
didn't noticed.

Remember the night we met in the library in our third year? I can still remember the bubbling feeling in my stomach when you talked to me.

Remember when we started
to talk in class? How much you
made me laugh?

Remember when you made me company in the library to study, but you fell asleep? Or when you go,
you read one of my books, playing
with my hair and laughing
occasionally when you remember something funny.

Remember when we sat together and our hands touched?
I can still feel the sparkle igniting
in the tip of my fingers.

I could go on and on reminiscing
of our times together, but that would take way too long.

Besides, I want to keep the space
for our next moments in the future
to come.

But I just wanted to tell you,
that I'll wait for you.
We're not something big, not what I dreamt of, but we're something.

I will wait, my love,
however long it takes.

I, Samantha Castle, solemnly swear
to never forget you. To never stop
loving you. To wait for you.

I'll be there for you
as much as you want me to,
because I'm not going anywhere.
I love you, Sirius Black.

Goodbye.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

                            𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪