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143 | just like you

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓶𝔂,

Hello, my love,
how've you been?

I promise I would write you, so
here we are. My writing is not as neat and organized as yours but hang in there with me, I'm going to try my best,
just for you.

The first thing I wanted to say to you
is thank you.

I should've realize you were
the one a long time ago, and for that,
I apologize.

For a long time, I spent chasing girls
all around, trying to find the right one. Trying to find that person who would complete me and make me feel whole.

During that time, I didn't realized
that I felt something towards you until it was too late. I used to see boys around you, talking to you and make you smile,
and I felt something heavy and aching, it didn't felt right.

I wanted to be the one
who made you smile.

I tried to shrug it off, thinking it was
just because you were my friend. But one day when you came with a smile so wide it reached your eyes at the table.
I peaked into the conversation with the girls and I heard how you and your date had kissed, and I never felt so down, angry and disappointed at the same time. That should've been me.

From then on, I tried to get my way
into your heart. Of course, I didn't know I was already there.

The second thing I wanted to say
to you was that I love you.

Without you, I don't know how I would get through any of this. I love you so much, sometimes it's the only thing
I see and feel.

You have make me the happiest man
in the whole world, and for that I thank you. I love you to the bone and with
all my self.

If it wasn't for you, I would be lost.
You gave me more reasons to fight and be ready for everything, because at the end of the day, I knew you would be there with me. Because even when
I dream, I dream of you.

Now I see why you like writing at night looking up at the stars, Sammy.
It's calm and beautiful.
Just like you.

Goodbye, Sammy.
I love you.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

    𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼