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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,
This past few weeks have been mad.
Kinda like a roller coster.
We're almost at that time of the
year where the term ends, where our last year begins.
It has been a month since the
incident, and like always, rumors began to be spread around like a disease.
I have been stop multiple times
to see if I know something.
But I just say no and move on.
I have been focusing on the
assignments a lot, but I think my
brain has finally gave up because I can't think straight.
I went to hogsmeade with
Marlene to distract myself today,
it help a little.
Lily doesn't let me sleep late
anymore, she even sleeps in my bed just to make sure I get some sleep.
She knows my head can go to places
and don't come back for a long time.
I have been quieter than usual,
I think some people have noticed it.
But I'm so fortune to have loving and caring people around me.
Even you notice the change,
but didn't treat me differently.
Thank you.
Sometimes sitting in silence is better. For everyone.
You and the boys sit around me,
joking like always, but respect my silence. Even William, who just sends smiles at me and stays.
I promised myself that I would
focus the remaining time focusing in school. Hopefully that works.
I also promised myself that
I would try and not to overthink,
not to put myself in situations where I might get hurt.
They say you should live your
life to the fullest, but sometime
playing it safe is better.
Risks are fun, but not
if the consequences are bigger than the prize. The position is high, and the
way down is nerve wrecking and adventurous, but oh darling,
when you hit the ground
and see what have you done,
was it really worth it?
I'm not sure how to feel nowadays,
so I'll just say that I'm neutral.
Not good, but also not bad. Do you
think it's because of our age that I feel nothing? That I just feel blank
but don't feel bad about it? Is it normal or is it just me?
Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you tomorrow.
𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,
𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪
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Purple Roses ° Sirius Black ✓
Fanfiction"I will always love you, I thought you knew that" In which she writes him letters that turn into so much more. (marauders era-order of the phoenix) COMPLETED book one of the Stargazing series.
