"Sayaka? What should I do?"
"Well, first of all, do you have any idea who sent this?" Sayaka showed me the envelope and the magazine which said 'Easy way to lose weight'. I called Sayaka about my decision, but also added the fact that I was thinking twice about my decision of just being Tattsun's fan
"I have an idea, but I am not 100% sure if it was him" she looked at me oddly waiting for further explanation "Yorke-san" I added in low voice
She remained silence as she flipped the pages of the magazine "But you see, isn't this a good idea? I mean, if you really achieve your former body, you can slapped those three stylist bitches, right? Also, are you really fine just being his fan? You cannot deny the fact that you even dream to be his girlfriend, right? All fan girls out there dream that."
"So, Sayaka also dreamt to be his girlfriend?"
"I dreamt to be Kimura Ryohei's. I told you, it is normal to think of that. But in your case, you can be one, you know. Suzuki and (F/N) knew each other. You are beautiful, but honestly if you just took care of your body, you will not gone through this stressful thing"
I sighed and slumped my back on my sofa "What should I do?"
"Why don't you try doing it?" I looked at Sayaka and she was serious "Do it for yourself, for us, and for Suzuki"
"Tattsun is the reason why I'm thinking this. If we didn't see him that time, I would just continue being his fan with this body of mine" I answered "Besides, you are pushing me too much towards Tattsun."
"I believe that you two will end up together. If not, I will not push you this much, right? Well, that will happen if you do this"
"You are not the one who sent that, aren't you?"
"No, why would I sent it to you via mail, if I can give it to you personally." She got a point "Anyway, don't tell Rena and the others. Just do it without them knowing."
"Ah, can I just go to Korea and do surgery?"
"No, it will cost money and from the day you do that you will lie to yourself and you will never be called as natural beauty. It is better to prove something from hard work than by from easy way. I know that you can afford that, but don't you dare do that"
"I am just joking. As if I will spend money for that"
And since then, a month had past. Each day was hard, and like hell! But it had been a month but the effect was working, from 96 kg to 80 kg. And I really lost weight and I slim down a bit. To my surprised too, each day I always received a mail of 'to do list' and packages like yogurts and tea.
But ever since that day, I hadn't gone to any of Tattsun's concert and events. I wanted to but Sayaka didn't want me to go.
So after a month, after losing 16 Kg, Sayaka finally let me go. Though, she let me wear a jacket that could hide the change in me, but inside, there were couple of t-shirts and sweaters. Sayaka wanted me to sweat. I wore a white knitted cap and an eyeglass
Tattsun was the one who sent the tickets to us so we were near the stage.
"(F/N), don't you feel hot on that clothes?" Taki worriedly asked me and I just laughed
"Don't worry about me. I am fine"
I had fun on their live concert. It had been a while but still, my heart was beating so fast watching him. He was enjoying while singing on the stage. Tattsun was really the best!
After the concert, they again agreed to meet up with Tattsun. We went to a yakiniku restaurant. Well, what to expect, those three stylists were there again
"You are here again, and did you become worse?" see? I actually didn't know their name, and I didn't give a damn to know
"Just say all you want now, bitches" Sayaka mumbled on my side
"Why don't you guys go in?" Tattsun came out of the restaurant with Yorke-san, ah, he really had a great timing. I was averting my gaze, but I could feel it, he was staring at me "(L/N), you-"
"Ah, sorry, actually me and Sayaka need to go." I smiled and bowed down
"Eh? At least eat first" Yorke-san said but I shook my head. As if I could tell them that I was on diet.
"Thank you, but we'll be going first"
"(L/N), Yamada, make sure to hang out with us sometimes" Tattsun said while patting our back
"We will, after 3 months or so, well you will eventually notice" Sayaka answered and then we left
And again, I went back to my new daily routine; 1 hour and more of jogging, 20 sit-ups and push-ups and more, walking from my house to work, then using the stairs of the apartment building from 1st floor to 7th floor, just walk if possible or jog when I wanted to go somewhere, eating only vegetables, yogurts, and drinking tea. During my free time Sayaka and I went to gym and did treadmill.
Sayaka told the others that I became busy thus I didn't meet with them. Last time I didn't show up for a month, now I didn't show up for two months.
In just three months, I lost 42 kg. Crazy, right? I also slimmed down, got back the usual curve of my body. My bubbly face return to the usual v-line shape.
I was standing with Sayaka waiting for the others and we would be going to see a seiyuu event. Sayaka let me wore fitted (color) t-shirt and a high waist jeans, in which this clothes really showed the big changes on me. Well, how could I say it, not to brag but I returned for being sexy. The curve my from my chest to waist down to my bust, the s-shape was really shown. No more big stomach but instead an abdomen with abs.
"Sorry, we're late!" the three said in chorus while panting "The train was so packed and-" their eyes widened as they noticed me "(F/N)?!"
"Let's go, we need to line up first to buy goods right?" Sayaka held my hand and headed first.
I was nervous, since it was been a while since the last time I saw him. The whole time I was watching the event, I couldn't contain my emotion but returned as a fangirl.
After that, I knew that we would be going to eat after but I didn't know that Tattsun's band, Oldcodex was there on the restaurant we went
"Ah, Yorke-san and the others!" Ren waived at them and they told us to sit with them "Is it fine?"
"It is fine" their drummer, Yamagata-san, answered energetically
"We are waiting for Tattsun so you can go sit here." Yorke-sam said then he looked at me. I smiled at him and he smiled back "Good to see you again"
"Eh, you know her?" their bass, Nakamura-san, asked and he seemed surprised "I never saw her with them though"
"What are you saying, she is a big fan of Tattsun, right, (L/N) (F/N)-san?"
They three members of Oldcodex were surprised when they heard him called me "You are joking, right?"
"This is her usual self" Taki explained to them "Ah, for real we were surprised too"
"But I wonder how did you know Yorke-san that she is (F/N)?" Rena asked curiously. I wanted to know too, since I only met him when I was still fat
"She is always with her. Also, I once saw your high school picture." He explained then had a bit of the meat "But it is surprisingly effective, huh?" I looked at him and he was looking at me with mocking smile "Tattsun being mean to you because he couldn't accept the fact that he still likes you even though you are fat."
"Is she that one he kept on mentioning?" Omura-san asked then looked at me "She is his ideal type"
"Of course she is" Yorke-san answered but I noticed that he was somehow a little drunk "He was not so honest to himself that he was happy when he saw you, so instead he did the opposite. He wanted to show to everyone that 'this is the one I love since high school, and even though she became fat I still love her', but then those three stylists saying mean things to you in front of him, saying that you can't slim down. So he sent those to do list" he laughed then leaned his back on the chair, tilted his head and looked at me "Right, Suzuki Tatsuhisa?"
"What are you doing old man?" I jolted in surprised when I heard Tattsun's voice behind me "So you said unnecessary things while I'm not here"
"Well, what Yorke-san said are the truths so you don't need to worry" Sayaka told him "Aren't you happy? I reverted her back as per your wish"
"Sayaka?" I looked at her and she gave me a winning smile then ate a mouthful meat
"A vip ticket to Kirafes plus I can meet Kimura Ryouhei up close" she chuckled then looked at Tattsun "Now you two get lost and talk somewhere else, we're trying to eat here"
I felt my body moved out from my seat and I was being dragged out of the restaurant "W-wait-" I tried to resist but I just followed his lead.
When we got out of the restaurant, her three stylists were surprised seeing Tattsun holding my hand
"T-Tattsun?"
"Ah, they are inside, I'm just going to talk to her, we'll be back later" he said then we left them speechless
We arrived in a nearby skating park and he let me sit on the bench. It was so awkward, since I heard what he did for me.
"You are so different, (L/N). You don't look like this 3 months ago. You reverted back to yourself" he said and he was standing in front of me
"W-well, if you didn't see us that time, I might stay as like that. Being your fan was enough. But since that day I became conscious of myself. My feelings from before returned."
"But I was so mean to you. Yamada told me that you were really down because of that"
"So you and Sayaka planned this?"
"Well, Ren told me that if I wanted help it should be her. Somehow, I am sorry that you did those stuffs. I was really shocked when I saw you that time"
The beating of my heart became uncontrollable and my feelings were overflowing through my tears. I was really happy and I didn't know what to do now, I was just looking down since I had no courage to look at him
But my eyes just widened when he crouched down and he looked straight on my eyes. He wiped the tears on my cheeks and he was really worried
"Tattsun, being your fan is enough for me, it is enough to become your friend. I am so happy that we can talk like this. This is enough for me, not that, it is more than enough"
"But for me it is not enough" he said as I felt his lips on top of mine "I love you, (L/N) (F/N)"
"Eh?"
"I love you, and this time, I want to tell everyone that you are the person I love. You changed but still I love you, and you reverted back."
"I-I, I did this for myself, no, not just that. I did this so that I'll be able to stand next to you. I-I love you, Suzuki Tatsuhisa"
And again, he planted a deep kiss on me. It was so sweet and so long. As we parted, he smiled and he hugged me. "It's endless, hey, can I call you by your name now?"
A drastic change for the one I love and for myself, the sadness, tears, stress, and anxiety I felt before I achieved this, I will moved forward with my head up high, with him on my heart, with him on my side.
~Notice me Suzuki Tatsuhisa Part 2~Fin~
~To be continued~Do you still love me Ono Kensho Part 1~
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Okay, so first of all I want to apologize to Tattsun's fans that I made this one. And I made him a little mean at the beginning...
Second, I wanted to make this a bad ending, like full of anxieties, but it's just, I couldn't.. >_< I wanted Tattsun to have a good ending, I apologize, I wanted Tattsun to be happy, so I somehow did a drastic change... I also didn't know how to be depressed, like yes I felt stressed, but being depressed full of anxiety, I didn't know what it feels so I apologize for that.. especially to lovelyhyun44 who suggested the plot story...
Third, I know that it was crazy that in three months, right? but I knew few people who slimmed down because of continuous exercise and by eating yogurt and drinking tea. LOL! It works actually! >~< honestly they did lose weight up to 30 kg just in 3 months...