It's been months since you've last seen Justin. You caught a few glimpses of him because he was either on your notifications or on the Internet. You have ignored his calls, and texts not wanting to hear from him. You decided to move on and so should he.
You were currently at a restaurant and you were just making your way out as you finished eating some lunch with a couple of your friends. You turn to find your car and suddenly you hear someone yell your name. You turn around to see...Justin.
Y/N?" Justin says shocked, you
suddenly felt a lump in your throat as you tried to find words to say. You look at him and suddenly the motives and flashbacks slowly came back. You quickly turn before rapidly walking away.
"Y/N! Wait...!" You hear Justin call but you kept walking. You suddenly felt a firm grip but not enough to hurt me on my arm.
Your turn to look at him glaring before trying to push him away. "Let go of me!" You yell as you try your best to wiggle your arm out but it was no use he was obviously stronger than you.
"I will if you just give me a chance to explain." He says sternly, you pause for a moment before pushing him off. "I don't need an explanation" you say bitterly, catching him off guard. "So can we please, just not talk about this?" You say hoping he would obey your command.
After a few seconds of silence which felt like hours, Justin speaks up. "Just like that?" He asks looking at you.
"What?" You say confused. "You're going to throw away everything just like that?" He says, before shaking his head. "Everything we've been through, the memories meant nothing to you?!" He yells a little angry but I think he was more hurt. You knew Justin was playing the guilty card and it was working. You suddenly felt your eyes water. He acts as if i was hurt, that I wasn't affected. You thought to yourself. "Did you not fucking feel anything when we broke up? Were you not hur-" Justin says but you cut him off before he can finish.
"Of course I'm hurt!" You yell as a tear rolls down your cheek. "That is exactly the reason why the hell I don't want to talk about this...." You say angrily as more tears roll down your cheeks. "Everyday I tell myself that I'll get over this, I'll get over you but why am I still thinking about you till now...after all the pain that I've been through? Why?" You say and you felt your lungs tighten. You felt like you were about to breakdown any moment.
Justin looks at you and you've noticed that his expression changed...it grew softer. "Because you love me...and I love you so much that it fucking hurts knowing that you're not mine." He says hurt and his eyes were red as well.
"You think I don't feel the same way?" You ask, he looks at you but you decide to continue. "Justin of course I love you, but it's gotten to the point where I'm having a difficult time facing you" you say truthfully as you felt your voice crack. "I can't love someone who doesn't love me as much-" you begin to say but now it was Justin's turn to cut you off.
"Stop saying that I don't love you!" He yells, catching you off guard.
"I know what I feel, and I know my heart is telling me that you're the one. Why is it that whenever I see you, it suddenly gets harder to breathe? Why is it that whenever you smile or laugh I suddenly get butterflies in my stomach? Why is it that I can't function when you're not around and its you that's running through my mind 24/7? Why is it? Why are you the only woman I've ever met actually made me feel this way?" He says, causing more tears to fall. You realized you were crying.
"So I made a stupid mistake, but I swear on my life that she's not the one I meant it to. I love you not Selena nor any other girl and that's final." He says catching his breath. You looked into his eyes and you knew he meant every word but it was hard to trust again, you didn't want to get hurt.
"I don't know." You say unsure, looking at the ground. Suddenly you felt Justin tilt your chin up. Before you can respond he leans in and places his lips onto yours. You wanted to fight back, you wanted to push him away but that's not what your wanted. You simply close your eyes and slowly began to kiss back.
You both pull away. "Do you now?" He whispers as he wipes away your excess tears.
"You meant every word you said?" You say softly, hoping he did.
"Every word I said." He says truthfully as he pulls you closer to him.
You felt hesitant but you looked into Justins eyes and you realized that you guys been through so much together and you didn't want him out of your life. After a few moments of silence, "I swear if you call me another girls name I'm leaving your ass." You say glaring playfully but truly meaning it.
He nods his head quickly before responding. "Fair enough.... Selena." He says smirking. You look at him smiling innocently before hitting his chest hard.
"Ow! Just kidding!" Justin yells as he rubs his chest. He chuckles as he pulls you close once again.
"You're a fucking jerk you know that?" You say before wrapping your arms around his neck, smiling.
"You're all fucking mine you know that?" He says causing you to chuckle.
Sometimes it's the hardships that make a couple stronger...
