*****
"Justin, don't you get it? She used me just to get close to you!" You yell in frustration.
Justin doesn't look up as he was too preoccupied tuning his guitar.
"I really don't have the time for your excuses, if you can't handle Hailey and I being in a relationship then-"
"Then what?" You say interrupting him before he can continue. You knew where this was going but you were too guliable to think otherwise so you decided to test him.
Justin puts his guitar aside as he takes a deep breath before looking at you. "Then we can't be friends..."
Can't be friends? You thought to yourself. This was just getting ridiculous, you didn't know wether to be upset or just to laugh about it. The sentence kept repeating in your head causing your eyes to water.
"Are you fucking serious?!" You say upset, but you tried your best to contain your emotions. "You chose her over your own best friend?!" You say raising your voice. You were hurt but you weren't going to let him know but it was helpless, your emotions were getting the best of you.
Justin shakes his head and takes a step towards you. "You're the one who made it come to this...if you weren't so selfish-"
"Woah, woah, woah....selfish? I'm the one being selfish?" You ask surprised as you take a step back. You chuckle before continuing. "Was I not the one who considered your feelings before my own? I could have just left this whole thing and not tell you, thinking maybe you would realize on your own that she was just going to use you like she used me but I didn't...I wanted to tell you because I didn't want to see you hurt. Hailey was my best friend but if it meant losing you...I just couldn't be her friend anymore even if it tore me but I mean, maybe I am just a selfish idiot." You say as tears rolled down your face. Justin looks at you, and your swore you saw guilt but he quickly looks away.
"Can you please leave..." he says quietly, and you felt your heart shatter once more. After all you guys been through, he ended it just like that. You were the second choice.... yet you put him first.
Your friendship with Hailey meant the world to you but your friendship with Justin was a whole other level. He was the one you grew up with, the one you told your most darkest deepest secrets, the one you can stay up till 4 am talking about the most random at stuff, and through all that you fell for him.
"No need to tell me, I was just going to". You say harshly before storming out the door.
You continued to walk without stopping until you reached your car. Suddenly you just bursted into tears, you held onto your car door as you yell in frustration.
You felt so many feelings at the same time and it made you sick. You slowly got into your car, and sat there quietly, and emotionless. After a few minutes, you finally calmed down. You took a deep breath before driving away.
****
*at your house*
"He's such a jerk!" You yell angrily as you throw a pillow across the living room. You were now circled by your and Justin's closest friends, Tyga, Fredo, Kendall, Kylie, Za, Khalil, etc.
"Shhh, forget about him" Kendall says as she gently pats your back.
"Who do they think they are? T-that bitch...how could she just humiliate me like that and act so clueless about it!" You say, as you angrily bit into your chocolate bar that Za gave you.
You suddenly hear chuckling, you look up to see the guys trying their hardest not to laugh.
"You think this is funny?" You ask glaring at them, they quickly stop laughing as they shake their heads no. "That's what I thought" you say before finishing your last piece of chocolate.
"You don't need them, you're better off without them." Kylie says, you watch as everyone agrees.
"Yeah, you have us" Ryan says, and everyone agrees once more.
"You don't understand..." you say quietly, but it was loud enough for them to hear.
"Understand what?" Khalil asks, and suddenly the room got quiet. You felt your cheeks heat up as all the attention was now on you.
"Guys, I think us girls can take it from here," Kylie says, as they all stand up before leading me upstairs.
"Wooooow," we hear the guys say in union causing us to giggle.
*****
**in the bedroom**
"Why are we up here?" You ask confused before taking a seat on your bed.
Kylie takes a seat next to you as Kendall closes the door. "Y/N...there's something else that's bugging you, it's not just the whole Hailey-Justin thing." Kylie says gently.
You felt tears peak through the corner of your eyes as your breaths were becoming short. Suddenly Kendall and Kylie wrap their arms around you, trying their best to comfort you. That's the moment, you couldn't hold it in.
**back with the boys**
Justin's POV:
After the argument Y/N and I had, I knew what I did to her was wrong. She was only concerned about me. I even confronted Hailey about the whole thing to find out the Y/N was telling the truth. I felt like an idiot, I was so harsh to her and now she probably hates me.
I decided to go to her house and apologize even if I knew I was probably the last person she wanted to talk to. As I made it to her house, I noticed there were other cars parked in the driveway. I observed closely and realized those were my friends cars.
Shit...well I'm probably in trouble. Even though they were my best friends aswell, they will still kick my ass for hurting Y/N.
I reached the doorstep and doorbelled. Tyga opens the door, his reaction changes from similing to frowning. "What are you doing here?" He asks bitterly. "Come on Man...I'm here to apologize." I say desperately, after a few seconds have gone by he finally lets me in.
I walked in and I was welcomed by a bunch of glares from the guys. I swear if Y/N did me wrong they probably wouldn't even care. I repeated what I said to Tyga to them. They looked at me uncertain before signalling she was upstairs. I looked at them smiling before thanking them. "I swear Justin if I hear her cry, you're out of here". Khalil says, I glared at him. "Uh I mean love you bro..." he says quickly causing the other guys including myself to laugh.
I quickly thanked them again before running upstairs. Just as I was about to open her door, I overheard her saying things. I knew it was wrong to eavesdrop but I bet she would remain silent if I walked in.
*****
**back with the girls**
You heard the doorbell, but the three of you didn't mind it. After a few minutes you finally had the courage to tell them what was wrong.
"I'm tired of being the second choice, the one who gets chosen if the other one is taken. I'm tired of the fact that I fall in love with so many guys that are close to me to end up being broken-hearted at the end. It fucking hurts to let people get so close to you, so close that they can just rip your heart out any time without mercy. Every time I'm the one who gets hurt...it's either because I'm not good enough, I'm not perfect, I'm not beautiful-"
"Shhh that's enough..." Kendall says as she pulls you in for a hug. Kylie quickly wipes away a tear as she hated seeing you like that. She grabs your hands gently, "Y/N you are not a second choice, and you will never be. Take it from the two of us you have always been first. You are such and amazing, beautiful, kind, most down to earth person and you don't need a man to tell you that. They may have been a lot of heartbreaks in the past but that's what makes you stronger, and if you feel weak...Kendall and I also even the guys will be right behind you pushing you to get back on your feet." She says causing you to tear more, you squeeze her hand gently to let her know you appreciated all those words. "We love you Y/N, we're like sisters...don't ever forget that." Kendall says. "Aww I freaking love you guys..." you say as you pull them in for a hug causing all three of you to giggle.
Suddenly you hear someone knock on the door. "Go away!" Kendall yells causing you to giggle. "Uh it's Justin," and the three of you look at eachother surprised. You nod at the girls letting them know it was okay. Kendall and Kylie hug you once more before opening the door. You watch as Justin has his hands in his pockets, "can I please talk to Y/N?" He quietly says.
"If you hurt her, you're going to wish you never came here..." Kendall says, causing you to chuckle. The girls run downstairs, leaving the two of you alone.
"Seems like I've been getting death threats all day..." Justin says trying to lighten the mood, but you remained silent as you looked away.
"I'm sorry" he says breaking the silence. You look up to see that his expression was pure guiltness. "I'm sorry for what I said and for not believing you. It was wrong for me to push you away like that when you were only concerned. I'm sorry, you didn't deserve that." He says sincerely.
"Y/N I know that's not what you're mainly upset about...uh before you get mad...I overheard you, Kylie and Kendall talking", you suddenly whack him with a pillow, "you fucking eavesdropper!" You yell interrupting him.
"No, no, no! Y/N listen to me carefully, yes I eavesdropped-ow!" Justin yells as you hit him once again with a pillow. "Hit me once again and I'll tickle you so hard." He says sternly, you slowly put the pillow down, glaring at him for knowing you were ticklish.
"As I was saying, Y/N why do you feel that way? It pains me to see that you think of yourself like that. In fact you're the opposite of the things you said. Y/N you know you're always first to me, whether it's for anything. I know sometimes I don't show it especially today but I swear Y/N I would take a bullet for you. That's how much you mean to me...from day one, you're the one who has always been there for me, through my happiest moments to my bullshit ones. Everything I've experienced was with you and I'm so honoured that they were spent with with you...I wouldn't have it any other way." Justin says, you quickly wipe away your tear. "What are you trying to say?" You ask confused.
Justin hesitates before taking a step closer to you, he kneels infront of your bed before taking your hands. "I'm in love with you..."
You look at him shocked, before shaking your head. You get up slowly before looking at him sadly. "What? Now that Hailey is out of the picture, you're going to crawl back to me? I don't want to be a second choice!" You yell angrily. Justin walks to you before grabbing your hands once again. "Y/N you're not a second choice, I've had feelings for you since you walked into my life but I held it in thinking it wasn't going to work out. Why do you think you're the one I always want to hang out with? Or how I get so overprotective when you have a date. Why do you think I call you in the middle of the night, it's because I miss you and I want to hear your voice. Why do you think I can't spend a day without you by my side? I love you that's why, when you walked out that door it was one of the worst feelings ever, and I never want it to happen-"
You gently grabbed his face, as you press your lips onto his. You felt Justin smile through the kiss, as he places his arms around your waist pulling you in closer. You wrap your arms around his neck, as he deepens the kiss. You both pull away to catch your breath. He looks at you, "you will always be my first choice...don't forget that." He says gently causing you to smile. He pulls you in for one more kiss.
You pull away before looking at the door confused. "What's wrong?" Justin asks worried. You walk towards the door, opening it. You watch as the guys fell on the floor and the girls on top of them.
Justin looks at you then back at them. "Uh Uhm we were just checking if the door was stable...and it is." Za quickly says as they all immediately get up.
"why the hell do you all eavesdrop?" You say causing everyone to laugh.
