"..What's Justin like in bed, anyway?" A smirk rose on your Kylie's face as they asked the question you never hoped you'd have to answer.
"It's great." You shrugged, wanting to say nothing more about the subject.
"Ooh, that bad, huh?" She winced, sending you a look of pity, which you really didn't need.
"Will you stop? Justin is great; he's caring and sweet, and he always makes sure I'm satisfied." You shrugged, even though there was something else you were holding back.
"But you're not satisfied." She pointed out smartly, looking proud of herself.
You let out a deep sigh. "It's not that I'm not satisfied, it's just that it's getting too 'vanilla', you know? It's the same thing all the time, we've never really done anything other than the ordinary. I mean, any sex with Justin is mind blowing but, I think we just need to spice things up a little." You breathed out after getting it off your chest.
As you were confessing how you felt, Justin was in the other room, listening intently. The frown becoming deeper on his face as he listened to his girlfriend complain about her sex life.
Later that night, you noticed Justin was being unusually quiet and it bugged you. "Hey, is everything okay?" You asked carefully, not wanting to set him off.
"Mhm, I'm fine." He continued to stare down at his phone screen as you sat on your bed next to him.
An idea popping into your head, you leaned over and kissed his ear sweetly, running your hand up and down his chest. You intertwined your legs with his and pressed your chest into his side.
You felt him stiffen and then sigh, moving out of your reach slightly. Your eyebrows furrowed deeply at this action.
"Justin, what's wrong?" Worry and concern laced in your voice as you looked down at him.
"[Y/N], I told you, I'm fine." He mumbled sternly, his eyes still not having left his phone screen.
"Alright, if you say so." You huffed and moved away from him, picking at your nails as you both sat in silence.
Moments of silence passed by before one of you eventually spoke up. "Why didn't you just tell me?" You heard him speak quietly, causing you to look over at him.
"What are you talking about?" You frowned at him, turning your body to face him slightly.
"If I wasn't pleasing you in bed, why didn't you just talk to me about it?" He let out a long breath before placing his phone on the side.
"How did you know?" You spoke quietly, guilt running through your body as your mind took you back to what you said, making you cringe, knowing he'd somehow been made aware of it.
"I heard you, and the worst part was, I had to hear from you whilst you were telling a friend. You shouldn't be talking to other people about that part of our life, [Y/N]! The only person you should talk to about that stuff is me, you know I'd listen." He looked over at you, a thousand emotions present in his eyes. You could tell he was hurt, angry and confused.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think it would matter that much." You mumbled, looking down at your nails as they suddenly became more interesting than the hard stare he had on you.
"I should be the one apologising. God, I can't even pleasure my own girlfriend right." He groaned, running his hands up and down his face.
"Justin, stop." You knew he had the tendency to blame himself, so you quickly stopped him. "Sex with you is like nothing I've ever experienced; it holds so much love and care and it's the most amazing thing." You looked him deep in his eyes as you spoke, your hands flew to his, holding them tight.
"Then why did you say what you said?" He spoke quieter than you've ever heard him speak, he sounded defenceless.
You sighed, knowing this was the difficult part. "I think, uh, I think we just need to try some different things to make it more exciting. Honestly, it'll be great for the both of us; I'll find out what kind of stuff you like and vice versa. It can only improve things." You smiled at him as the frown seemed to disappear off of his face.
"I'm up for that. I'll get better, I promise. This time next week you'll be cumming harder than ever, babygirl." He smirked, the confidence seeming to make its way back into him which made you happy.
"I can't wait." You chuckled before kissing him with all the passion and force you had in you.
